runnin' home to you (under editing)

Chapter 8

Dear Mya, 

I got a call from my agent about a year ago, that this point in time and they told me they had an audition for me to attend and asked me if I wanted to take the audition as it was going to be a big role if I got it and as you can tell, I said yes. They didn't give me any details about what was going to happen in this audition and I wasn't able to tell anyone about it either. 

So when I got the role, I was so excited, I wanted to tell you straight away but I thought you had already seen it as I had seen it on Instagram but I guess you knew nothing about it. So when I got told where and when it was being filmed I had to move quite quickly as it was quite short notice. I was going to ring you when I got time on set but there was no time to and when I was able to ring you it was late at night and because of the time distance you would have been asleep and I was too tired by that point. Like I said, I really wanted to tell you but I just couldn't face you knowing that was the last time I would see you for a while and you know I'm not the best at goodbyes. 

And here we are now, we haven't seen each other in a year and now I can't say this to you face to face. I just want to say that someday I'll be leaving to work on the new spiderman movie I've been offered a role in to continue playing peter parker. 

But if you want to talk to me, I'm on the other end of the phone. 

On second thoughts, don't ring as you know how bad I am at picking up or ringing you back. Just come over, I'm sure I'll be in.

If I don't get an answer I know what it means but if I do... who knows. 

Talk to you soon, 

Tom x