unspoken

𝚊𝚋𝚌𝚍 𝚢𝚘𝚞 𝚊𝚗𝚍 𝚖𝚎

A - is for the air that's left my lungs with you

B - are for the broken pieces we can't undo

C - is seeing me cry, soaked in the rain, knowing

D - is the dying feelings and unnoticed pain.

E - is easy-come and easy-go.

F - are for the flowers I've gave to you.

G - is for your leaving without saying goodbye

H - is for the hello, you said a year ago, to mine.

I - was a believer of love and happy endings

J - for the juxtaposed situation I'm in.

K - nocked down, diving head-first to the ground

L - is for the love we once held, now lost and cannot be found.

M - are the mornings we spent together

N - are for the nights we worshiped each other. For this love was a religion, a heavenly damnation, and

O - are the odes I've sent to you

P - are the poems I wrote on your skin with my tongue, spilling words through my mouth, I began to

Q - uestion if it's all real, days with you felt surreal

R - eality is slipping, my world began to shutter, like a busted dream.

S - hoot past the sky you were an addiction-a heroin.

T - is for the time. Thinking about our past makes me cry

U - is for the unknown, a great perhaps, the unexpected twist we named love.

V - are the vows yet to say, promising each other we'll stay, get married and fly away, and-

W - are the words I should have said, spilled from my mouth then regret.

Y - ou are the love, the only exception, you were the song I kept on listening through my phone. You are the beginning, the middle, and the end....You were mine, and I was yours.

I don't know what on Z - this stands for the words I forget to say. Stands for the person you were with when I was miles away. Stands for the aching and the undefined feelings we chose to laid-unheard and unspoken. You are a paradox, my opposite and somehow my metaphor. You'll always be the best part of my story...or maybe the worst.