Waste it on me (BTS Jungkook x Reader)

Chapter 16: Don't mess it up

"Nothing!" you say a little too quickly, jumping up from the couch. He grabs onto your wrist, begging you to be the ear that listens. "I mean you know Yoongi, he says a lot weird stuff, probably...high or something..."

Jungkook gives you a questioning look, clearly not believing anything you are saying. He sighs and stands up as well, and pushing his fingers against the bridge of his nose. "Why can't you trust me?" he lets go of your wrist and starts to make his way to the door "All I want is to be with you and for you to trust me, but I don't know if that's what you want"

It's you grabbing onto Jungkook now, seeing the frustration growing on his face more and more. "J-just give me some time, t-this has all been a lot for me-"

His jaw clenches and his hands ball up into fists. "And you think this hasn't been a lot for me either! Idon't know what you want!" His sudden snap startles you "I've been waiting for you for two years!" He breathes slowly, calming himself down. "I've been waiting for you for two years... I was so close to finally having you..."

"I'm not some object that belongs to you!" You shout back "I'm a person, with feelings! A person who has basically lost their friends because of you!" You regret the last part immediately, but it is too late.

"Because of me?" He turns back to you, making you back away with how angry he looks "You think this is all because of me? I'm not the one who suggested we hook up! I'm not the one who wanted to have a heart to heart that night!" You try to speak, but you can't, shut up by the truth he was speaking "If you don't want me in your life, fine! I'll stay out of it!" He makes his way out of the door, slamming it shut as he leaves.

The tears come quick when the door shuts. The panic engulfs your form immediately, causing your shaking body to struggle to breath. You slide down against the wall and let hold of your small frail shaking form. You dial the first person on your call history.

"Hi Hi!" A sunny voice pipes through the phone. "How's the Kookie?" You whimper in response "What's wrong?" You continue to sob through the phone, unable to make out a word "Ah you know I hate hearing you cry cutie, I'm coming over."

Yoongi and Hoseok come quick, bearing bags of chips and horror movies. You explain everything that happened in tears and Yoongi smacks the back of your head. "Ow!"

"Idiot!" Yoongi groans and Hoseok pulls you into a hug, giving Yoongi a shaming look "Well, I'm right, I told you to tell him the truth and look what happened. You both are too immature to be in relationships." He huffs and you give him a hurt offended glare.

"I don't want him to worry about me more than he already has." You lean against Hoseok's comforting form. "I just keep messing everything up with everyone."

Yoongi pokes your side with his foot from his place on the armchair "Not everyone, we're still here."

"Yeah and-" Hoseok screams suddenly as a monster flashes across your TV and hides behind you. You pat his back and giggle at his form. "I was going to say I'm here for you, but it seems you're here for me"

"Thank you both! I wish we got to be better friends before"

"It's okay, we're friends now" Hoseok gives you a huge smile, his eyes crinkling into crescent moons. "So what are you going to do about Kook"

"I think he's better off without me" you say casually, grabbing at the bag of chips. Yoongi kicks the chips away, causing them to fall on the ground going everywhere "Hey! My chips!"

"You'll get your chips when you come to your senses" Yoongi groans "You both are being so stubborn"

Your lips purse and you drown out Yoongi's grumbles to the sound of the bloodbath on your TV scream, completely unaffected by the genre while Hoseok whimpers behind you.

"Didn't you just say we shouldn't be in a relationship?" You cross your arms over your chest "I'm starting to think you're right, neither one of us should be dating anyone."

"So now you listen to me" Yoongi scoffs "Now that you're listening to me, take this one last bit of advice. Decide if you want to date him before you talk to him again. I know this has sucked for you, but how can he trust you if you're unclear with what you want? No one wants to be strung along like you both have been doing to each other." you stare intently at Yoongi, absorbing everything he's saying for once "Sit down, over food because it will calm both of you down, talk to him, no shouting, just talk." he sighs and you urge him to continue "If it ends with you two shouting and ignoring each other again, it's not a healthy relationship to keep, drop his ass"

The last bit makes your heart sting and you can feel tears brimming in your eyes "I don't want to lose him, even if it's just as a friend"

"This is not a healthy friendship" Yoongi says bluntly with a shrug "Now that can be easily fixed with communication..."

Hoseok hugs you more, trying to comfort you "I know Yoongles is being harsh, but he's right, you and Jungkook can't be happy together if you aren't clear with him. Gee I hope he takes out his anger soon," Hoseok shudders and gives you a nervous laugh "Last time he was angry we were almost pelted with soccer balls." You laugh along with Hoseok and are thankful that you never joined their soccer league.

......

"Good morning!" Hoseok chimes, slapping pancakes down on a plate for you. You rub the sleep out of your eyes and smile at the cheerful figures-well figure, Yoongi wasn't the happiest to be awoken, even if it was by food.

"Big day" He mumbles with a yawn

"We should take a picture! It's like our child's first day of school!" Hoseok kisses you on the cheek while Yoongi smacks the back of your head lightly. "Don't mess it up."

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Yoongi and Hoseok's friendship is one of my favorites! Yoongi is slowly becoming my favorite character to write about!

Which friendship in BTS is your favorite?