Waste it on me (BTS Jungkook x Reader)

Chapter 17: I want your light back

One step. 

One step and your week long 'vacation' from life is over.

"You going in or are you going to block the doorway for everyone" a deep soothing voice says behind you boredly, causing you to jump.

"Oh uh Namjoon..." you stutter and blush as he walks past you in the classroom. This was your chance. Your opportunity to finally put your friendships back into place. He gives you a confused glance when you sit down right next to him, leaning yourself away from him so you don't give him the wrong idea.

"Feeling better?" He asks. You're not sure if he is being polite or sarcastic with his question.

"Yeah, thanks for asking..." You glance around, you two are the first ones in the classroom "So uh, I have to apologize?"

He scoffs and you raise your eyebrows at how he's not his usual charming polite self. "Don't you think it's a bit too late to apologize. I really liked you and I thought you liked me too. And then you disappear?"

You marvel at his brutal honesty, eyes wide "I'm sorry. If I'm being honest, I had no clue you liked me."

He gives you a disbelieving look "Really? I doubt that"

"I'm not as smart as everyone says" you joke, nudging his arm "I honestly didn't know, when you asked me to dinner, I thought we were just going as friends. But you're right, I shouldn't have led you on though."

He nods and gives you a polite smile "I'm assuming you're not interested at all?"

You scrunch your lips and shake your head "I think we make better friends."

He laughs and gives you a soft smile "All we talk about is school huh?" you nod in response

"Yeah, we really are school obsessed together." The room slowly fills with more people as the class gets closer to starting "Friends?"

"Yeah friends, I always did think you and Jungkook would end up together anyway." You go to deny him but are stopped by Jin and Jimin walking in. Jin sits down next to you and Jimin sits next to Namjoon, completely ignoring you.

You lean into Jin "How's Kook?"

He ruffles your hair "I haven't seen him, he didn't come home last night, I thought he was with you."

You gulp and bite your lip, thinking the worst that he ran to Chaeyoung.

......

Jungkook

......

I slammed the door behind me and let myself fall against the wall outside your apartment, letting the tears fall shamelessly. Your tears could be heard through your door which only made me cry more. I hugged my knees and let my chin rest against them as my sobbing subsided into soft whimpers.

"Kookie?" Hoseok knelt next to me patting my head. Yoongi stared down at me with a disgusted look.

"What did you do?" his voice is more aggressive than usual. What happened between Yoongi and you to make him like this? I could feel the jealousy starting to trickle up my skin. Why could you be so honest with Yoongi and not me? I was kinder, friendlier, more approachable, we've known each other for longer. It didn't make sense.

"What happened Yoongi? What is no one telling me" The sentence barely makes it out of my mouth as a wipe my tears with the back of my hand.

Yoongi groans and closes his eyes "You don't know yet? Oh I'm going to kill them."