opposite attract - seungjin ot9

stray kids nine or none

written 30-10-2019

so, shit happend
I'm broken
I will can't believe that this happend
Everything seemed fine a week ago
This shows us that we really know nothing about what's going on with our idols
I fucking hope JYP won't cut Woojin out of the next album, or deleten his photos on insta or delete his vlives
I also hope that they are aloud to mention Woojin
I know they probably won't, but still
I have cried from 7 am till now, 12:30 am.
I'm at my internship right now and idk how long I will be able to do this
I deleted all my social media, but yt and twitter
I dont want to sound weird but at this moment literally want to fucking die
I love him so much
In some way or form I still believe ot9 isn't dead
If there's a group who loves eachother it's skz
Chan repeated so many times that they will start with 9 and end with 9
And I know he ended his contract, but still I know that ot9 isn't gone
And the people I feel for the most are the boys
They didn't only lose a member, but also a brother
Please take as long of a break you need
That's also towards all the stays
If you want to quit social media for a second, please do
If you want to focus on another group for a second, please do
If you need to talk to someone, please do.
I'm always here for y'all
We have to stand strong
And the thing I want most now is closure, why did he leave and is he okay?
I just want to know
I went through so much shit mentally and they were always their
And thinking about that one of those boys will leave
I just can't
This was it
I will probably be gone for a while
Please eat and drink well
Please take care of yourself
I love you woojin and thank you for everything

but still

stray kids saved me, but I wasn't able to save all of them.