Alexandra: No faking anymore. (2)

Part 4/Still not trusted...

Alexandra's POV...

I started to bring Loui and Kamren along. I didn't bring my kids. I don't want the "Winchester curse," to get them too. They have now known me for a month and still don't trust me! I've met another boy called Kazuki. He was cool, around 12 or 14. He seemed to enjoy me. He was quiet and dorky. The thing is they've all known me for a whole month and they've only known Kamren and Loui for two weeks. But they trust them more than me. Why I'm upset? 

It's because only three or four people actually trust me! There are like ten people there! Mckenna, Castiel, Gabriel, Dean, Sam, Jack, Ali, myself, Kazuki, Kamren, Loui, and Baby! (I know Baby is a car but she is so much more than that.)

Gabriel, Sam, Kamren, and Loui are the only ones that are my friends! Kazuki, Jack, Castiel, and Mckenna are always very distant towards me. At least Kazuki and Jack chuckle at my jokes and talk to me sometimes! Dean and Ali are rude to me! Ali is just a bitch and Dean just never lets me do anything!

I am really sick of it! I mean, I understand. We just met, but the fact everyone trusts Kamren and Loui after two weeks. It is so stupid! I am always left behind! 

I need to calm down... Breath in and breath out... There, now. Kathryn is still alive. So we are trying to kill her. She has Jack held captive. So we located where she is. Now, guess what? Dean's not letting me go!

"No, you're not going," Dean crosses his arms. "You are only a kid." 

Did this fucker just call me a kid? 

I snap and throw him against the wall. "Don't you even dare call me a child! I have been through so much. Don't treat me as if I am a weakling! You and I are equal. I am going to find Kathryn and slice her neck! You are not my father! You have no fucking right to control me!" I punch him the face.

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I then get knocked out. By who? Only god knows. I look at him and collapsed to the ground...

I guess I can't trust them either.

To Be Continued...