Alexandra: No faking anymore. (2)

Part 13/Ali the raphlet

Alexandra'S POV...

Yes, I meant what I said.

I hope they all die, in the most brutal way possible.

But that has to wait for now. We have Kathryn and Azeel to catch and I wanna fucking slaughter Kathryn.

I know, I'm an ass.

A couple days have passed and I said. That the thing about killing them all was out of spite. They bought it luckily. I still feel like fucking shit. Sorry, I am not a "Winchester." I can't move on from shit in a two-week time span. (Kamren and ditching the kids.)

Today, Dean and the others went to find Adam and Jack. Ali and I stayed behind. I needed to talk to her.

As much as I genuanly hate Ali. I know what it feels like to lose someone who you love and I know Adam is in danger. So I have empathy. I haven't lost my sanity yet, have I?

Ali and I were sitting in the library. The others have left already. To go and get Jack and Adam. Ali was chugging down cups and cups of whiskey.

"Hey Ali," I say as I sit down next to her.

She tightens her grip on the glass she was holding.

"How are you?" I ask quietly.
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"I feel like shit!" She snaps. I shoot up. But I know this is how Ali gets when she is scared.

I sigh, "Ali, don't even. You dont scare me as much as you try to."

She chugs the whiskey from her glass and slams it on the table. "The fuck do you want!?"

I was calm and not phased. "Ali I-"

"No, why are you even here!? You don't care about anyone except Sam, you selfish bastard!" She yells and cutts me off.

She went on and on and seemed like she could go on forever.

"Ali!" I roar.

She gulps and sinks into her seat.

I pinch the bridge of my nose, "I know that you are worried for Adam. But I promise you, he and Jack will be okay."

She pours more whiskey in her glass. She was about to drink it until I pulled her arm down.

"Ali, the death of someone's soulmate, hurts worse then anything. It makes food lose it's flavor, life lose it's color..." I look down at the glass sadly. "That feeling is something I wouldn't wish soon anyone not even you."

Ali looks at me, with eyes of sympathy.

"I guess we both are having a rough love life right now, huh?" She smiles as she sniffles and wipes a tear away.

Then we heard the door open and we look at the door.

I see Adam and Jack. Adam drops the duffle bag he was holding and Ali jumps in his arms. Kissing him, they were both crying.

I remember how Kamren and I would do that.

I miss that.

I realize that I'm tearing up and Sam noticed. I wipe my tears and teleported away.

To Be Continued...