Alexandra: No faking anymore. (2)

Part 11/What have I done?

Alexandra's POV...

Wow, my life hasn't been going anywhere lately has it? Kamren died a week ago. I left my kids with Loui and Charlie and now this. Why me?

I walk up to Kamren's grave and sit next to her. I told the others not to burn her and not give her a hunter's funeral. 

I remember how much Kamren wanted a normal life. Just live in a house, with me and some kids.

I ruined that so bad. Why did I do that?  

"Hey Babe," I whisper. "I haven't brought you back yet have I?" I sniffle.

Flashback! (Kill me)

Kamren's POV... (This happened a year ago)

I love Alex, she is so sweet and caring. I know she will never trust me enough to tell me her past. But I will never force it on her. If she doesn't want to talk about it, she doesn't have to. 

It was in the middle of the night and the kids were asleep. Loui went over to Charlie's. Alex and I were watching stranger things.

"Steve is such a mom!" Alex laughed. My arm wrapped around her, we were sitting on the couch.

I looked down at Alexandra, "hey babe. I need to tell you something."

She looked up at me, "sure! What's up?"

I smiled and took her hand, "follow me." She nodded and we went to the rooftop.

 "What are we doing up here?" She walked up to where I was sitting. Being scared half to death. I took her hand and pulled her close. 

She seemed to be okay with that. We sat down and she put her head on my shoulder. I wrapped my arm around her, once again. 

I just held her tight, enjoying the view of the stars and the moon. It's October, so there was a cold breeze. But was it was a pleasant one. The breeze blew through Alex's short brown hair, I saw her green eyes sparkle up at the sky. 

After a moment, I spoke up, "babe. Can you promise me something?" 

She looked up at me, "yeah, what's up?" 

I spoke softly, "you know how I am demon right? But I was purified?"

Alexandra nodded, "yeah, so you're now basically human."

I smiled, "yeah. But, Alex I-"  I stopped, I knew this was going to hurt her in the future.

"I don't wanna hurt you, babe. But, I just wanna live a normal life."

Alex nodded. 

"But I also wanna die that way."

Alex's eyes widened, and she was about to speak but I shushed her.

"Baby, I just want you to promise me this. If I ever die, don't bring me back. Don't give me a hunter's funeral," my voice was soft.

Alexandra's eyes teared up, it broke my heart. But she sniffled and sucked it up, "yeah. I promise." She hugged me tightly. I hugged her back.

"I love you, Alex," I kissed her head.

"Love you too, Kamren," she smiled. 

Back to the present now...

Alexandra's POV...

"Babe, I-" I started to tear up.

It was October, and I was in the middle of a field. Tugging on my hoodie, I put my hand on my headphones. These purple headphones. She gave it to me on our anniversary.