JOCK CRUSHED ME BACK -(NERD X JOCK)- ✔

15."I couldn't take IT!"

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Isen was in him and Andy's dorm. Shocked and scared for what he'd seen of Andy.

Day 2-some hours after lunch

Isen POV

"Andy" I said loud enough for him to hear me. How he could he do this to himself? He promised me he wouldn't cut again. He cant leave me. He promised.

When he didn't move or speak I decided to put my head to his chest. Thank GOD he's still breathing. I held him in my arms. Practically squeezing him. I decided to check his arm to make sure those cuts weren't deep. Thankfully they weren't. He only cut himself once and it's deep. But isn't in need of medical attention. Just needs to be cleaned and bandaged. Simple procedure. But, that's besides the point. Why would he do this? What did he even use?

I decided to lay Andy back down and search for the blade he used. I looked under him and found a piece of glass; a sharp piece. At least he's okay. I took the shard and threw it in the drawer beside my bed.

I then tried to wake Andy again but nothing worked. I shook him, called out his name, and I even kissed him, multiple times. But, looking at his puffy eyes it's obvious he cried himself to sleep. The only thing I thought to do was lay down and hold him in my arms. Never to let go. He was pretty bulky compared to my short and stocky build. But, it was still easy to hold him in my arms. I wasn't sure if he was even cold or not but I decided to wrap him up in my blanket along with me.

It's really warm holding him.

I still can't believe he could do this. He'll tell me about this when he wakes up. I got lost in my thoughts and fell asleep

Andy awoke in Isen's arms. He had no sense of time.

Day 2- some time just before dinner

Andy POV

I woke up with a splitting headache and Isen's arms wrapped tightly around me. I lifted myself up. Isen felt this and jumped up out of his sleep. I cried myself to sleep and wasn't awake when Isen came to comfort me. At least I know I'm not alone.

"You're awake" was the first thing Isen said when he awoke. "Don't do that ever again." he said wrapping me tightly in a hug. At first it took me by surprise but I soon complied and hugged back. I felt tears coming. I finally thought clearly about what I had done. I almost left Isen all alone.

"You're my everything," Isen said crying, I hadn't even noticed he started crying. "you promised me. How could you?" I thought about that. He was right. I did promise him I'd never cut again. I broke my promise to him.

"I'm sorry" were the only words I said. He pushed out of the hug and kissed me then pressed his forehead against mine.

"Why? What happened?" he asked me.

"Mero was the one who saw us kissing and hugging down by the lake." I said. "He knows i'm gay. He told everyone and now I have no more friends I have nothing. Sooner or later word is gonna get to my parents. There gonna stop paying for my football fees and give up on me entirely. I didn't wanna bear the pain. I felt alone"