Before The Clearwaters

Chapter 14

BEFORE THE CLEARWATER'S

CHAPTER 14

SAVANNAH P.O.V

I was annoyed. I knew I was. At least I was self aware. I had gotten my period and Seth had been teasing me all day. I didn't appreciate it so I sent him to his place to start cleaning out space for my things. We had both decided that we would use the guest bedroom closet for all of my clothes. That closet was smaller than the one I own now so I was going to have to give some things away. 

"I'm sure once you're married you're going to buy a house anyway." It was weird to think about. I was going to be living with Seth. We were getting married. 

"Do you really think I'm ready for this?" I asked mom as she helped me pack.

"It's not up to me if you're ready." She commented. "Do you not want to move?" 

"No I do. It's so scary. What happened when you and dad moved in together?" 

"I had the exact same feelings you did. And he was younger than me. I was scared. I wasn't sure if we were going to be able to pay for the place we wanted. We both worked but it was still weird. Not living with my dad. Instead of making my dad dinner every night, I was cooking for your dad." 

"Did you move in when you got engaged?" 

"No. We didn't move in together until we were married." She confirmed. "It was easier that way. We saved money and then pooled it together to buy a little place. Similar to Billy's. But only one bedroom. When we got pregnant the first time, thats when the Cullen's offered to build us a place." She confirmed. 

"That was nice of them." I commented as I grabbed a few dresses that I wouldn't be wearing in February and packed them into a box. 

"It was. I know it didn't work out between Edward and I but they're still very protective of me." Mom helped me with washing sheets and packing things away. "This is a good thing." She commented. I started to wonder if my silence was deafening to her. 

"I know I'm just scared. He has our entire life planned out." 

"Honey, he doesn't have anything planned." She commented. "He's just as clueless as you." I nodded and breathed in. I had no idea what I was doing and I was panicking. I knew I shouldn't be, I loved Seth with every fiber of my being but I was scared. 

*SETH P.O.V*

While Savannah packed her room up, I was cleaning out space in the guest bedroom closet for her clothes. Jacob was downstairs raiding my fridge. He was suppose to be helping me. 

"Hey, are you and Savannah being safe?" I groaned. How many more times was I going to have this conversation? First my mom, now Jake. I'm sure Bella would be asking me soon too. 

"Why don't you ask her?" 

"Cause that's weird." 

"Well what if I said no?" I asked him. Of course she was protected but I wasn't going to be the one who told him that she was on birth control. That was a need to know thing for him. 

"I think if she get's pregnant before you're married that I'll be a little upset." 

"Then yes we're protecting ourselves." I commented hanging up a few of her shirt that were already here. "You don't need to worry about that. Trust me." I commented. He had obviously seen everything in my thoughts. I'm sure he tried to block it out but sometimes it was difficult. I can't even tell you how many times I've seen Bella naked in his mind. It was so weird.