Before The Clearwaters

Chapter 6

BEFORE THE CLEARWATER'S 

CHAPTER 6

SAVANNAH P.O.V

Everyone fell into a routine fairly quickly. Every morning, I drove the twins to school and then went to class myself. Every so often Seth would come over to give the Cullen's "updates" but I know it was just to check on me. 

"They still won't let you leave the house?" He asked sitting next to me to eat what Esme made for lunch. 

"No." I commented. "Not that I've asked. They don't really talk to me." I looked at him. He looked as beautiful as ever. "When I turn 18, can I move in?" 

"I would like that." He smiled moving my hair off my shoulder and holding my neck. I moved my face into his hand and closed my eyes. I missed being this close to him. 

"I miss you." I whispered opening my eyes to look at him. "I hate this." 

"I know. I do too. Come to the bonfire tonight." He commented. "Everyone is coming so we probably wouldn't be able to have too many chats alone but it's something. Anything to see you." He moved in closer so I could smell him. I missed everything there was to miss about him. I wish I held him tighter the last time I saw him. 

"I would have to ask." I was afraid to do anything without my father's permission. 

"You know breaking it off went against everything in my body right? I literally threw up." He said. 

"That makes two of us." I had sobbed so much I lost control of my body and threw up. I rested my head on my hand to look at him. "They haven't even asked if I'm okay." Dad would probably be mad at me for the rest of my life. 

"It was alpha's order to break it off." He commented. 

"I figured." I answered finishing off my lunch. Esme came into the kitchen to grab my plate and greeted Seth. 

"How are you both doing?" She asked. I shrugged. 

"I'm okay, I guess." Seth answered. "Staying human." He commented looking from her to me. He was staying away from the packs thoughts. "Less than three months now." I smiled a little at the thought of turning 18. I would leave the second I turned 18. Dad had never been so strict with any of his kids. I wasn't expecting any of this to happen once Seth finally made it official. 

After doing my homework that night, I started packing up my things. I was seriously planning on moving in with Seth as soon as I could. My parents had taken Finn and the twins down to the fire an hour before I got there. I think everyone was surprised to see me. 

I sat at the fire next to Emily but kept my eyes on Seth. He hadn't noticed that I was here yet but as soon as the wind blew, he looked over at me and smiled. I blushed and looked down. No matter what, I still loved him. 

"Hey." He came over and handed me a drink. 

"Thanks." He sat next to the log I was sitting on trying to stay hidden from my parents.I'm sure the sand would be stuck in his pants. "Is there any food?" 

"Yeah. I can make you a cheese burger." He stood up. He went to make my burger and came back. He sat back down in the same spot but leaned into my legs as Billy told a few stories. I set my plate to the side so that I could play with Seth's hair. I saw dad try to get up out of his seat but mom stopped him. They whispered to each other. "Think we're in trouble." Seth said also watching them. 

"I probably can't get into any more trouble. I'm already grounded." I commented as he rested his head against my legs. I missed him being so close to me. I missed being able to touch him in the most innocent ways. I missed his lips on mine. I missed his strong arms wrapping around me while we slept. I missed it all.