Ishq Junoon Deewangi [Fanfiction] ✓

Part l ♩ Chapter 11 ♩

In a blink of an eye, all the colors of life disappeared from my life. This was not how the night was supposed to go. This was supposed to be the happiest night of our lives, not the worst. I sat on my bed in the dark, finally letting the tears flow down my cheek.

The three years of us being together and this is the trust you have on me? You didn’t ever bother to ask me. You didn’t even look at me. Was our love not enough for you to trust me? You had to doubt me? Why? Is it that easy? It was you who once told me not to trust what eyes see. Then why didn’t you now?

The night passed away as I cursed myself for coming up with that idea in the first place. I asked questions to God that went unanswered. I cried and cried thinking if this was all the trust and love he had for me. He had not even given me a chance to explain what had happened.

 

I walked in the fire-escape, knowing he’d be there and he didn’t even look back to see who it was. He just knew. He muttered, “Go away.” His tone was distant and cold.

 

“No! Talk to me!” I demanded.

 

“We have nothing to talk about.”

“Yes we do! Listen to me.”

“No! You listen to me. You had no right to play around my heart and then cheat on me. I loved you with all my heart and what did you give me? Three years, Kriya! We were together for three years and just in a split of a second, you’re with someone else? How could you? And now you have the guts to tell me to listen to you? Hell no, I won’t. We’re done. You hear? You and me? It was all fake.”

 

He left banging the door behind me. I watched him leave again. And again, I could do nothing about it. Just like last night, he left and I simply stood there – too stunned to react, to stop him. I eventually sat on the stairs, not able to hold myself up any more. Seconds later, Swayam came out from under the stairs. I looked up surprised. But the look on his face told me that he had heard it all.

 

I ran up to him and hugged him tight. Being a brother to me, he caressed my hair and simply consoled me. I held on to his shirt and cried. He made me look at him and held my face up holding my cheeks.

 

He wiped the tears away and asked softly, “Tell me what happened?”

 

We sat down on the stairs and I told him how we planned to fake a fight in front of Sharon to make her realize that the way she keeps on fighting with you all the time isn’t right, and everything that followed afterwards.

 

“He thinks I cheated on him. But how could I? I love him!” I finished with a sob. Swayam hugged me and tried to calm me again.

 

“Don’t worry. He’ll realize he’s wrong. I’ll tell him. Just stop crying…” He assured me.

 

I pulled away instantly. “No. you won’t tell him anything. If he wanted to listen, he would have given me a chance. He didn’t even look at me. What’s the point of telling him when he has no trust in me? If I had seen him that way with some other girl, I probably would have reacted the same way. But I would have trusted him to tell me what happened. I would have asked him. I wouldn’t have just left. He didn’t even bother. These three year relationship… the trust made through the years… they mean nothing now. Nothing!”