Buy You A Rose (Jack Met AJR) Completed In Editing

Is this the end

Sorry its short but my account went stupid and I decided to finally fix it

(Jack)

I never felt this feeling before and I want to experiance it again it might just be the best feeling in the world. I wonder if she had the same feeling I did because I really like her. I really hope that I felt love in that kiss becasue if not what did I feel? Was it hatred for remebering all thats happened since she came into my life?

(Lil)

Is this what people say when they experiace that did I just experiance my first love? Maybe I felt that way because my parents barely care about me they do but not a lot and Jack's one of the few people who have besdies Ryan and Adam.

I admit I didn't like them at first because they seemed real and most of the time I was always surrounded by fake people so I learned how to pick out the few real people I meet. I honestly thought they were great actors especially after I learned they were famous or well trying to be they weren't big yet but I believed they would be. 

So I did the one thing thing I could when I snapped out of my trance I ran I can't risk getting to close to him before he decides to leave, and take the few remaints I have of my heart and dignity left before it turned out like last time. 

No Lil don't dont think about that but it was to late I left I left Jack there standing alone if only he realized I did it for a good reason and not a bad one for my past one that I have nightmares of and always will. The never ending torture that will never end since I found out everything I have said since I started this journey was from this move was a lie and now 

I need to find them my real family

Real family what does that mean no seriously I don't no yet I just needed a plot twist I might add in a different celebrity to be that family but I'm not sure yet if you have any ideas please tell me