Social Suicide

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Hoseok woke up to his little sister screaming in his left ear.He quickly sat up giving her a hard death glare. "Soohyun what the hell is wrong with you do you know what time it is?" Hoseok yelled as he rubbed the sleep from his eyes. "No i dunno how to tell time yet hobo.." she pouted as she held her stuffed frog close to her. Hoseok had won that damned thing at a fair and since then Soohyun never let it out of her sight.

"Hobo todays party day mommy told me that you'd help me get ready for it. You don't wake up when i bite you so i screamed cause i thought you died." Hoseok blinked slowly taking a moment to process what his little sister had just said. He widened his eyes and jumped out of bed and gently grabbed her hand. "cmon Soo its time for a bath.." Hoseok mumbled as he made his way to the bathroom.

Soon Hoseok had gotten Soohyun into the bath adding a few bubbles to it. "I'll be right back." Hoseok stood up from the bathroom floor and headed out. His mother told him earlier that the party would be the typical little girl party. Princesses, cupcakes, lot and lots of pink. Since hose knew for a fact Soohyun one nothing pink so he did the next best thing. Hose pulled out a green an purple dress for her. "maybe mom was right about me being a pretty damn good father one day..' Hoseok mumbled to himself as he walked back to the bathroom.

"Soo it's time to get out we're already running a little late." Hoseok pulled Soohyun out of the tub and quickly got her dressed. Hoseok noticed a pink gift bag on the kitchen table and realized it was a gift bag. "Here Soohyun take this and give it to the birthday girl when we get there." Hoseok handed the bag to Soohyun and grabbed his keys along with Soohyun's hand.

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Hoseok walked up to the house that was fully decorated in pink ribbons and bows and glitter. He silently wanted throw up from all the terrible pink. He rang the doorbell and a tall man with glasses and deep dimples opened the door. He had on fairy wings and princes crown on that looked kinda forced onto his head. Hoseok jumped and looked down as Soohyun screamed loudly at the sight of this man. "soohyun stop it I swear to good not hear not right now." Hoseok looked up at the man with almost pleading eyes as his little sister continued to scream.

The man kneeled down to her height and reached his hand out. "sh..shh don't cry it's okay I'm nice.." The man gave a small dimply smile. Hoseok found the strange mans voice oddly soothing. "I'm princess Namjoon and I promise I won't hurt you I'm so nice." Hoseok heard Soohyun sniffle and nod. After a few moments of calming Soohyun down little girl ran past namjon and almost tackled Soohyun to the ground. "SooSoo!" The little girl shrieked which made hose bring at the girls noise.

After a lot of little girl laughs and giggles the two ran inside. Hoseok was a little sad that Soohyun left him there with princess Namjoon. He got a closer look at the male and realized he recognized him from school. His name was Kim Nmajoon and he was on the schools football team. He was the star quarterback. Even though Hoseok chose to stay out of discussions about sports he still knew a thing or two about them.

Hoseok gave a small smile, "you probably don't know me but I'm Hoseok. We go to school together." hose reached his hand out to shake Namjoons hand. He noticed a small blush on Namjoons face. "u-uh.." was all he heard Namjoon utter. "please don't tell anyone you saw me like..this." he motioned towards his princess getup which made hose laugh and cover his face.

"You look really interesting Namjoon.." Hoseok noticed that soon namjoon had joined in on the laughter. "would you like to come inside." Namjoon scratched the back of his neck and motioned towards the inside of the house. Hoseok hesitantly said yes and walked inside. He followed Namjoon until he came to a sudden halt. "don't make a sound or they'll flip." Namjoon grabbed Hoseoks hand and lead him to his room as they quickly and swiftly passed the living room. Hoseok noticed they passed a room that was bright pink and obviously belonged to the birthday girl. They both entered Namjoons room and sat on his bed. Hoseok looked around and observed Namjoons room closely.

His room wasn't the neatest but it wasn't very dirty either. His walls were painted navy blue matching his bedsheets. He had a few boyish posters up on the wall. Some of the posters were baseball and some were football. Namjoon also has one wall that looked like it was straight out of a Bob Ross episode. Next to the wall were a few canvas's with very beautiful and detailed landscape paintings. Along with the canvas's there were paintbrushes and paint of all cords and sizes. "Did you paint those Namjoon?" Hoseok said as he turned towards the other boy who had plopped down next to him. "Yeah they're not very good but I picked painting up as a hobby since it helps calms me down."

Hoseok nodded not expecting the schools star quarters back to be an artist. "do you just paint as a hobby or do you have any other secrets other than being a part time fairy princess of course." Namjoon chuckled softly at Hoseoks cute remarks. "mm I dance a little bit I rap here and there I write every now and then," Hoseok looked at Namjoon with genuine surprise on his face. "Hoseok, just because I play football doesn't mean that I'm some dude that gets shitty grades. Although football is a pretty big part of my life it doesn't define it." Hoseok pondered on what Namjoon said for a moment before he heard him speak again,

"But anyways since I've told you about all my secrets of my life you must have some pretty cool things going on in yours." Hoseok stayed quiet for a moment anthought about what he should say. "Well there's not much to know about me. As you may already know I'm the co-founder of our schools theatre club. As you know I have a little sister and I practically take care of her. Other than the fact that I don't pay bills and stuff. But I cook and clean up after her and all types of stuff and my mom just says your gonna be a great dad. When I'm reality I don't know if I'll ever be a dad or get a wife like she wants because I'm..im gay.." hoseok looked towards Namjoon and widened his eyes. He had just now process what he'd said. He had just come out to the Kim Namjoon.

"I-I mean...' Hoseok scratched the back of his neck." please don't tell anyone it's-" Hoseok was cut off by Namjoon busting out l.auging. For some reason the contagious laugh made him thing of Seokjin earlier. "Hoseok I promise I won't say anything but your just too cute I can't.." Hoseok cocked his head slightly. "c-cute?'

"Hoseok I don't have a problem with you being gay." namjoon put his hand on Hoseok shoulder and gave a small smile. Hoseok couldn't help but blush a small bit.

A/n: Hello everyoneee thank you for reading this chapter I think I'm gonna update this book about once every week. I hope that's okay with you all ;3; any who see you next week peeps.

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