Breakup Recovery//Phil

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Song: America's Suitehearts by Fall Out Boy

"I'll never forget you," in a harsh tone, was the last thing he had ever said to you. Your ex, that is.

You've been dwelling in your bedroom for the past 2 weeks. You've gotten out to shower or get food, but other than that it's just been you and your laptop.

You didn't have a job, you quit.

Most of your friends left you.

The only 'friends' you really knew were your cuts and scars. You had a name for each one, but they weren't exactly the nicest of names.

When you were snuggled in your bed on your phone, you heard someone come into your apartment. You kinda got scared, but at the same time didn't care. You felt worthless. And with that, you started sobbing in bed.

You hear the person come closer and closer until they reached your door, in which they then opened.

It was Phil, your neighbour and friend. He looked worried and shocked.

"Y/N," he whispered as he ran up to you and kneeled next to you. "You...alright?" he asked softly.

You continued to sob, in which Phil got up and went to the other side of the bed and climbed onto it, your back facing him. He then gently turned you around and sat you up. He sat you so you two would be directly across from each other.

"What happened?" Phil asked worriedly.

You frowned and looked down, trying to avoid looking at your cuts on your wrists. Unfortunately, Phil sees them.

Phil gently picks up your arm and brings it closer to him and looks at it. Then he gently rubs his index and middle finger over your scars. You slightly flinch, even though his touch was lighter than a feather. There were fresh cuts from last night that you forgot about.

"Oh my god, I'm so sorry!" Phil apologised as he gently sets your arm down.

"It-it's okay..." you manage to crack out before crying.

Phil then begins to cry slightly, but then hugs you. He doesn't like to see you hurt, at all. He'd wish to see anything but that.

Phil hugs you for a while, then gets up off of the bed and heads to the door.

"Would you like something to eat?" he asks kindly.

You think for a bit. You honestly don't eat much anymore, since people have been calling you fat recently. You get a sad look on your face and answer, "No."

"Why?" Phil asks as he looks a little more hurt. "If this is about the people that have insulted you, they honestly don't know what they're missing out on. You're an amazing person, not to mention beautiful. I'm more than glad that I'm your friend, really, and I'd rather see you eat than starve because of these people," Phil said as he headed towards you. He gently grabs your hand and looks you in the eyes, reassuring you that he is gonna get you up out of bed.

He gently helps you out of bed and he brings you to the kitchen. You don't have much food, and he notices.

"Stay here on the couch, I'll be right back. I promise," Phil whispered softly. You nodded and then he was gone.

You waited roughly 3 minutes, and he was back. He had a bag of Maltesers, some popped popcorn, and some cookies. He set that down then left again, only to bring his bed cover, a pillow, and a couple of lion plushies.

You had a really faint smile on your face when Phil came in with all of this. Then Phil went into your room and grabbed your blanket and gave it to you. He put the treats on the table in front of you two and then gave you a lion plushie. You actually felt a little more happier and then hugged the lion plushie.

Phil smiled at you then sat down next to you with his blanket over him. He also had a lion to cuddle. Then he grabbed the Xbox360 controller and went straight to Netflix.

"What would you like to watch?" Phil asked.

You actually didn't know. But before you could think, the words slipped out. "Insidious."

Phil smirks then finds Insidious and turns it on. He then gets up to turn off a light and goes back to sitting with you.

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You got pretty scared during the film. You jumped multiple times and cuddled into Phil without noticing. Phil thought this was cute. He wrapped his arm around you and when jumps scares came he hid his head under his blanket.

"Yep, second time watching it seems even worse," Phil said as he was still shaking. You were still inside of Phil's chest. You look up and saw Phil. You got up a little then rested your head into his shoulder.

He saw your free hand resting on the blanket, so he goes out to hold it. When he grabs it, he intertwines your fingers and stays like that. You pick your head up and look at him, only to see a warm smile on his face that melts your heart.

No one has made you feel special in ages. You actually started to blush and butterflies formed in your stomach. Still holding Phil's hand, you rest your head back into his shoulder.

You two stayed like this for a while. You then got tired suddenly, so you started to sleep.

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You woke up, not suddenly, but comfortably. You then realise that you forgot that Phil was here. When you look up, you see a sleeping Phil. You're still holding hands and he is still in the same position, just asleep.

You start to get up slightly, but he surprisingly wakes up.

"What time is it?" Phil asks as he looks at his phone.

"3:32 AM," you said as you yawned.

"Oh, wow, that went by fast," Phil said as he then looked at you. "I had a good time with you," he said as he smiled happily.

"Yeah, I actually did too," you said as you flash a smile.

You felt a lot better, and Phil seemed to be better too. Just then, you don't notice that Phil is slightly leaning in until he is suddenly 2 centimetres away from your face. You giggle slightly and blush a little, and Phil just looks down at your lips and smirks a little. You then roll your eyes and kiss him unexpectedly. He then kisses back and let's go of your hand so be can wrap his arms around your waist, then you put your arms around his neck. You break apart and he smiles happily.

"You don't know how long I've been waiting to do that, honesty," Phil said as he sighed in relief.

You then realise how much you really loved Phil. He's sweet, adorable, kind, caring, practically everything a girl would want in a guy.

"Haha, same," you say as you then cuddle with Phil. You sleep together and this makes you completely forget about your ex and 'friends'.

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