Song: The Only Hope For Me Is You by My Chemical Romance
You were in school. It was just a normal day, for you at least. You tend to get bullied everyday because a guy you used to be best friends with claimed you were a slut.
As you were walking down the hall, you got called many insulting names. 'Slut', 'whore', 'useless', the list goes on and on.
Today, the emotional hurt got more physical. People shoved you into walls and knocked you over many times. You didn't what to do, since whatever you do would just be made fun of or you would've gotten punched or something.
The bell was about to ring, and you didn't want to go to class. You decided that you could just sit in a gap in the wall that is approximately 5 feet wide and 7 feet deep.
You sat into the little area and started crying silently. You only had your binders, your phone, and you wore your Official Phandom Member wristband. Funny thing, YouTube famous Dan Howell and Phil Lester go to your school. You never talked to them much, but you thought they hated you. You loved them though, they were your idols. They were out of the drama and everything, not matter how popular they were.
You decided to check your phone, maybe see if that could make you feel better. Unfortunately, that just makes matters worse.
You check to see if you got any texts, and you did. It was a popular person, one that hated your specifically.
You should just die already, nobody likes you anyways, the text read. You started to cry silently, but hard.
That's when you remember about the blade in the back of your phone.
Should I do it? you ask yourself. You don't really know what else to do, so you rolled up your sleeve, took out the blade from the back of your phone, and rested the blade against the skin of your wrist. You started to cry even more. You don't like self harming, but you felt like you had to. It was your only escape from the emotional pain, after all. Even if you had to do it 3 days a week.
You clenched your hand and then the blade made contact with your wrist. The cut wasn't too deep, but it still hurt quite a lot. You felt like it had to be deeper. It must. You felt like you would get more satisfaction from it. But you didn't make it deeper, since you were at school. You then drew two more simple cuts on your wrist horizontally. Your tears were streaming down your cheeks endlessly, pain was flustering through your arm.
You sat there for roughly five minutes in the slightly comfortable silence, until someone came up to you.
"Hey," the low British voice said quietly and softly. "You alright?"
You look up revealing Phil Lester standing in front of you, looking emotionally hurt.
Don't you hate me like everybody else? you thought. Why are you even here?
He kneels down next to you and puts his hand on your knee. "I'm here if you need me, I'm skipping class right now because Dan texted me and said you weren't in your class, and I got worried," he said with tears falling down his face.
You just started to cry a little and scooted over so Phil could sit with you. He was wearing his blue button up shirt with black hearts, his black skinny jeans, and a pair of blue Converse. He didn't wear his glasses today, and he actually wore his Official Phandom Member wristband, which he was #0001.
"I thought you hated me, like everyone else does," you said as you buried your head in your knees and cried.
"How could I hate you?! You're amazing, sweet, nice, pretty, I don't get why people bully you. I have too much of a heart to hate anyone, but the people that bully you need some help honestly, because you never did anything," Phil said as he put his arm around you and held you close.
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Dan and Phil Imagines
FanficBasically, a whole compilation of Dan and Phil imagines I have created. WARNING: May leave you in enormous amounts of feels and may cause a lot of emotion.