"Anthony , Anthony Reeves"

Part 5

My POV
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I woke up .. and realized that it was noon...I got up and saw that there was bacon and sausage in my spot ... those are the 2 most things I love ... bacon the most tho.. after eating I decided to watch Disney in the living room....
"Oh really ? Disney?" Anthony giggled and sat beside me . He just stared at me ... I didn't pay attention to him or anything ... he tugged on my shirt ... got in my face ... but I still watched every To ignore him I thought it was funny ..
"Kimberly ? Can you fuckin answer me ? What you mad that I didn't let you finish?" He laughed
I just frowned ... and he tugged one more time .. "hey quit being such a bitch.. just Bc I left you like that are you ok?." I just glared at him and got up.
"I'm fine." I yelled . And walked to my room.
"Clearly your not." He rolled his eyes ...
As I got to my room I started to pack .. what does he really think that he could do that to me ? I was just playing . He gets pissed Bc he did that to me ? And I wanted to joke around ? Fuck man .

Anthony's pov
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He stomped off to her room and after a while I decided to go check on her ...
"Kimberly ? What are you doing?" I looked around close everywhere
"I'm packing up Anthony . I can't do this anymore . I'm a kid . And clearly you aren't ready to be real." I said tossing my new phone , and the clothes to him.
"I don't need all of your bullshit Anthony . Take it all back." I said scream crying . "I don't need you." I yelled.
"No no . Kimberly Stop plz." I said grabbing her arm
"Anthony stop ... Anthony you're hurting me." I whispered
I looked down ... realizing that her arm was turning purple Bc I gripped her arm so hard .. after letting go I looked at her ... with tears in my eyes .... "plz stay here kimberly ... I'll be right back .. I promise I love you." I said tapping the bed .
She sat down and all she did was nod ... I reassured her that she will be ok and that I'll be back ...
I ran out to my car and went to jadens house... I picked them up and drove off ...
"I fucked up man... I hurt her.." I said crying ... "I put bruises on her fucking arm .. from trying to get her to stay.. I fucked up."
They just stared at me..
"Look you don't have to say anything .. but I fucking love her .. even if I don't believe I do or if I don't want to .. I love her and I can't loose her."
"Bro.. I'm so sorry." Chase whispered while Jaden nodded ..
"It's whatever . Just go inside." I said handing them money. For the vodka ..
As they came back .. they got vodka ... I wasn't pissed tho.
I dropped them off and headed home ... I walked inside while chugging the bottle down ... I started to feel funny .. as I walked up to her room...
"Kimberly ! I'm back...just like I said I'd be!" I giggled ... worried at the same time .
As I headed to her room.. I saw that everything was gone ... but the phone and a couple hundred dollars .... fuck me ...
As I gulped the last bit down ... I threw the bottle the glass went everywhere .... I didn't even bother to clean it up..
I ran to my room and just played on my Xbox . And looked at my phone every now and then hoping to see a message from her ... but instead I got one from Jaden .

Jaden
Bro .. Kimberly's at a party . She's dancing all over this guy... she's fucked up bro.

Me
Ok bro..

As I looked her up.. in my phone .. it showed her location .... she's at avaniis party... she's one of my friends gf ..
I tried my hardest to sit there and walk like o wasn't fucked up which didn't work out very well. I walked in there shoving ppl around ... I couldn't find her ... so I came back outside and then I saw her all over this guy.. grinding on him.. then she started to kiss him...
I walked up to him and punched his across his face and he fell..
"Anthony what the hell is your problem?"
"I love you kimberly that's my problem ? Ok. I've fallen for you . And I just don't know what to do? I don't know how not to fall for you . And how to keep those feelings away.. oh btw don't go to your room... there's glass everywhere.." I looked down ... as I felt a hard pain across my face and fell ... the guy was on top of me ... hitting me as hard as he could ... then I rolled over an started to hit him back ...all I could hear was "Anthony stop! Wtf are you doing? Get off of him." As she tugged my clothes ... but I didn't listen ..he was letting my girl all over him.. so I kept going .. until I felt one more tugged but heard a mans voice ...
"I suggest you stop." "Oh yeah? What are you gonna do about it?" I smiled looking back .. to a cop..
I got up and he gripped my arms and put me in handcuffs ... that's it .. I'm so done ...
As I got in I heard .. "I love you too.." I turned to see kimberly ... crying and running ...
"Wait wait ! No Kimberly I'm sorry." I screamed trying to get her to stay.. but I was being shoved in a vehicle ... "you have the right to remain silent-.." he kept going as I looked back to see nothing but crowded ppl.. no sight of Kimberly ...

My POV
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I just kept running ... never looked back .... til I made it to Anthony's house ... I just sat on the floor and cried ...
"I told you that y'all wouldn't last ... he's a fuck up.. just liek you. You're too petty and he's too asshole like.. you'll never last sweetly." The snobby younger maid laughed
"I really don't care" I cried back "Fuck off" I smiled as she angrily walked away... she always acted like that ... maybe she's right ... maybe I'm not good enough for him... but what he said?... before he got arrested ... was that true ?
I couldn't stop thinking about it so I called Payton... Anthony's best friend and he came and picked me up... I told him everything .... all i did was cuddle the window ... I felt his hand .. on my thigh to comfort me .. but I moved it ...
  "I'm so sorry.." he frowned ... "I was just trying-..."
"I know Payton...it's just that Anthony does that... and I don't wanna think abt what he did or does..." I smiled holding his hand ... not even caring that I'm holding it I just wanna feel ok..
   As we headed to his house I took a real quick shower ... then I got dressed and walked in his room to see Jaden and chase ... I instantly rolled my eyes and got sad again ... right after I started to feel better ..
  "You fucked up man" Jaden said
"Do What now?" I asked again ... Bc he pissed me off
"I said that you fucked up. You put him in jail man."  I tried to get up but Payton stopped me.
  "I fucked up huh?" I smiled and forced myself up from his grip..
" I fucked up?.. I fell in love with him and his childish games ... Bc he seemed Liek he was a great person ... then he hurts me!" I yelled showing the bruises on my arm. "No jaden .. what's fucked up is that.. he thought he can play with my heart. When I'm already going though shit with my drug addict mom and then he hurts me and expects me to be okay with it ? Then throws that he's in love with me in my face ? You expect me to be ok? And not fuck up jaden? Why don't you tell me what I should've done then? Huh?" I yelled and he just sat there ... while I had Payton still hold me back. And is at down crying even more ...
  "I -I'm sorry" he whispered
"Don't pull that shit .. he did that too and look where it got him." I whispered back .
   I looked at Payton and he just laid me down ... giving me my anxiety meds... that I really needed .. I just smiled and snuggled next to him...
  "I'm sorry I fucked up payton ... I didn't mean for him to go there. At all." I teared up
"No no it's not your fault at all.... don't say that," he said playing with my hair and kissed my forehead . As I sat there ... I asked if we could watch sponge bob on his phone.. and he agreed...
   After sitting there for a while and laughing.. I snuggled my face into his neck and I fell asleep ..  Payton just sat there and watched me .. and finally cut the phone off and fell asleep cuddling me too... he's so sweet... idk what it is .. but he got me really quick .. "you're gonna be ok I promise." He whispered drifting off .

Anthony's pov
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  I hurt her so bad ... I can't believe I did that ... she's everything to me and I just threw that away ... all of it .. I miss her smile , laugh, sadness . Cuddles . Everything ... she meant the world to me and I hurt her ..
   After a while of just sitting in the cell I just try to sleep .. m the hard small cushioned mattress ... thinking of her was all I wanted to do .. I did so ... after a minute .. I began to sleep.. im just a horrible person .... why me ?....