Payton's pov
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I pulled Jayden aside to the restroom.
"Moved , she moved! To los Angelos .. dude wtf are we gonna do? We can't just not tell Anthony ?. He's gonna hate us." I freaked out .
He pulled my arm and whispered .
"Ok calm down... we will tell him, just not right now.. he needs time payton. I honestly don't believe she meant to hurt him but that's just me yk.? Plus we got lights out tour in a few weeks.. which means that'll be the first place we head to anyway. But just don't tell him rn." He shrugged and posted toward Anthony . I just nodded and walked back to him ... decided to just chill for the rest of the night ..
Anthony's pov
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It's already 4 am.. the boys passed out a while ago... for some reason I can't sleep... I haven't really thought abt her that much .. I've just been watching tv and playing games most of the night and I chilled for the rest. But I still can't . I looked over to them sleeping and I decided to head to her house ... to see if she was there one last time ... the door opened . It was her mom... I backed up and started to walk off .
"She moves to los angelos with her dad .. Bc I told her I didn't need her anymore.. she's not coming back ...Anthony." I heard cracks in her voice .
"Oh no.." I ran home .. full of anger . Non stop running . Waiting to get to the boys . To tell them sh-she's gone ... Bc of me . I opened he door and rushed to their sides and work them up.
"Guys ! Guys wake up!" I shook them
"What!" They yelled waking up...
"It's kimberly ... sh-She's.—."
"Moved to los angelos ... yeah.. we know.." Payton whispered .
"Wait what? What do you mean you know?"
"She texted Jayden a couple hours ago.. saying that she left with her dad. And to not tell you."
He looked down and Jayden hit his shoulder ...
" get out."
"What?"
"Get out of my house. Just go." I broke and fell to the floor... they knew I wasn't being mean I just couldn't handle it and if I can't they know to leave ... so they did... I mean I felt bad for yelling . But I've gone through so much hell... I decided to ft Jayden ... while the guys were still there , and he picked up ..
"Hey man... uhm I'm sorry. Abt that..situation earlier.." I said rubbing the back of my neck... looking down ...
"Nah man it's cool I get it , we should've told you but we didn't Bc we promised each other we'd wait for a lil while longer..we are sorry too.." Payton talked back to me.
I just smiled and we chilled otp for a couple more hours before I got a notification on Instagram.
Claudia* started following you just now.
Fuck man... I just rolled my eyes and went along with it and added her back ... she's my ex .. I hate her .. she cheated on me . Broke me , all that other stuff . She's the reason why I got into this sugar daddy shit. I didn't even like it . But it stoped me from thinking of her but now it's got me hooked on kimberly ... and she's gone . Just like Claudia... wth me? I screw up over the smallest things maybe I should've stayed instead of leaving her at her moms and it would've been so much better... she's not happy so that makes me feel terrible ..
But if she's happy with her dad .... then if I'm happy too.. just without her there's a big difference ... I don't feel the same anymore ...
I go to grab a full bottle of vodka .. and chug it down ... drowning my pain away... what am I doing with myself? Wasting away, feeling nothing , begging for her love ? And yet I'm back to where I started . And it's all my fault ... always is always will be . I was officially at the point where I couldn't feel my body. I decided to see if I can remember Kimberly's number . I texted it , but got the wrong reply ... 'wrong number sorry.' I swear thsi was her number tho... now I've lost all contact... but I got another message ... from Claudia .
My POV
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I woke up to a message that said "hey it's Ant" I just said "wrong number" back . Because whether or not it's Anthony or anyone else I don't wanna talk rn... to anyone ... I grabbed that stupid half empty bottle of vodka that my dad had and brought it up to my room... as I sat on the bed I took 3 chugs and I was done .. I laid down ... maybe he knows that it's me but he knows that I said that it wasn't me ?... maybe I should text back .. maybe not ...
I grabbed my phone once more . And looked at the messages ... maybe it is him... I've called
Him that once . And he liked it ....idk ...what's wrong with me.??.
I played the song "when the partys over" by Billie and decided to text him ...
Me
Let's just let it go... let me let you go..
Ant..
What do you mean?.. I thought thsi was a wrong number ..
Me
Goodbye anthony
Ant
Kimberly ?..
Me
Goodnight
I texted him ... then I just threw my phone . Hoping it didn't shatter .... and I just felt on my bed and went to sleep thinking of Anthony and why I decided to say goodbye when I need him...
Payton's pov
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Anthony called us to come over ..... he's pretty fucked up, like majorly . He's literally going insane .. without Kimberly , is, Claudia getting in the way.. she texted me saying how hey planned to meet up and hang out for a couple hours . All she's gonna is fuck with his head . I've told her abt kimberly , and ik she doesn't like it Bc she's a bitch . She keeps whats hers even tho he's not . She's just gonna ruin everything . Jayden and I talked abt the whole situation and I mean maybe ... maybe it'll get his mind off of her ... but the only fucked up part is that she cheated , she cheated and made him the way he is now . I mean he was happy with it after a while but now he's all kinda of fucked up...
"Payton?...are you ok?" Anthony slurred laying against me..
"Yeah ...yeah Ant I'm fine.." I laid down as he still leaned against my shoulder and fell asleep..
"Goodnight Anthony." I whispered rubbing his hair and watched him fall asleep... I looked over at Jayden taking pictures ... laughing . I couldn't move so I would whisper yell for him to stop... then he was finally done and came beside me and laid down also ... same way Anthony did ... and we feel asleep.. today's just been a fucked up day... but we will find a way to be happy ...
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"Anthony , Anthony Reeves"
Fanfiction"Why?" "Why what?" "Why help me ? I could've done that myself" "Bc you shouldn't be treated that way and the only way out for you would've been by getting raped? I just tried to help Bc you didnt deserve that. Kimberly"
