"Anthony , Anthony Reeves"

Part 9

My pov
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     It's been abt 2 weeks now , I've been texting the boys abt Anthony . And asking a few questions here and there ... they say he's fine ... but how? After all of that.... and he's ok? I'm going through hell. My cuts healed but I've done it more but just small ones this time .. without him I'm literally nothing . I haven't eaten .. in who knows how long . I only take nibbles . I really really wish that he'd realize that I still love him and I'd do anything for that kid . I texted my dad and told him that I need some time alone .. so I asked if I can go to a hotel not but maybe 30 mins away. To keep my mind off of things ... I texted my new friend Elmo if he wanted to come also.. Bc he's helped me a lot lately ...
"I'll be back in a few days dad... I love you."
"I love you too..."
Then I just walked out .. taking my car . And my luggage .. ready to head out... I met Elmo up there ... and we hung out and Chilled in the bed got a little while ... then I get a text...

Jaden- hey we are headed up to where you are .. if you wanna meet up?..
Me
Omg no way!! Uhm I'm at a hotel Bc I told my dad I needed alone time .. I'm with a friend . He's names Elmo you guys would love him..

Jaden- omg he's tiktok famous too? That's cool. Can't wait to see you guys .. we will be there in prolly 30 mins!!

Me.
Oohkkkkk!

TikTok famous ? Too? Are they not telling me something? Why are they even coming up here anyways . I just decided to brush it off and not worry abt it . But I was concerned by a lil bit . I decided to go on tik tok and look them all up .. I didn't know any of their lady's names so I chose the ones that kinda suited them .... and sure enough I found all of their accts... millions of follows and views ??? I even looked Anthony up and he's got a lot of them too... I'm over here with like 1000... damn . I chilled and watched frozen 2 with Elmo right before I got a text.. asking which number room I was in ... I was so excited !! I couldn't wait to see them.. I kept peeping through the glass hole on the door ... then I finally saw Jaden , Payton , chase!! And Anthony ... Anthony?.... uhm.
I ran outside be door and I hugged Jaden .. then Payton and then chase .... and kinda stood there silly .. and then I heard..
"Kimberly.." I looked up to Anthony .. and he just waved with a dead expression on his face ... but I brushed it off and smiled anyways ... and then Elmo walked out .. Anthony instantly got pissed and I could tell...
"Elmoooo!!!" They all ran up to him except for Anthony ... he started I walk off ..
"Anthony where are you going?" I asked grabbing his shoulder
"Away from you and you're boyfriend."
"He's not my—."
"Whatever."
And with that he just walked off .... and I just watched him leave . I started to tear up and I walked back to the room...
  "Where's Anthony..?"
"He left.. to his room..."
"Wh—." Jaden asked
"Just leave me alone ok?.." I yelled ... the realized what I did .... "I'm so sorry...I've just ..." I faced palmed myself ....
  "No it's ok, I get it.." he smiled and hugged me.. I smiled back ...

Anthony's pov
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Me and the boys went for a swim after that moment with Kimberly ... we've been out for abt 20 mins now... I kinda just sat in the corner most of the time ... tbh I don't know why I yelled at her .. I mean she left me yeah.. but I didn't mean to make her sad . I saw her cry .. I feel terrible .... as I sat there blankly I looked up to see Elmo and Kimberly holding hands?

My POV
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"Hey if you don't want to do it it's fine.." I whispered
"What hold your hand? You're my best friend. And I get that your pissed at him.. but I hold you hand either way anyways.." he giggled ..
"You're right." I smiled mentally face palming myself ... blushing. I gripped his hand and walked in like no one was there..
And Anthony's eyes darted straight at my hands ... I could tell he was pissed he couldn't hide it that well if I'm being honest ... he's too out there ... then I walked as he moved to the other side of the pool with the boys .. I mean I understand I'm holding his hand but really ? You gotta act like I caught something .. I looked over at Elmo... and kissed his cheek.. he gave me a weird look then noticed what I was doing and he hugged me back .. whispering into my ear..
"He's so pissed..." he giggled ...
"I knowww.." I laughed . Then I pulled my clothing off to reveal my navy blue bathing suit ... strapless top.. with high waisted bottoms the fits snug on my body so it shows all my curves ... I was abt to get into the pool until someone stopped me ...
"You still cut?....." I looked down to see Anthony teared up a little bit..
"Yeah ? Is there a problem?" I looked away over to the guys and smiled ...
"Uhm n-no..." he swam away with that...
I felt terrible for getting pissed at him .. then I looked at my legs and my arms and stomach to realize that I looked terrible ..I started to freak out and felt like I was going to pass out ...
Then I couldn't breathe ... trying to catch my breathe ... I sat down and curled into a ball.. everyone hovered around me ... not knowing what to do so they all started to rub on me and I started to freak out more ... turning blue from not breathing and gasping .... then I heard someone scream...
"Move ! I know what to do..."
And with that Anthony grabbed me ... pulled me close and played with my hair ... rubbing my back ... and breathing into my ear .. whispering ..... "everything's going to be ok.. I promise..." a few more seconds went by and I was able to look around and breathe normal .... and then I looked up at Anthony ... knowing that he watched me do that.. I smiled and so did he .
   Elmo came up to me and sat down and hugged me .. I looked back at Anthony ... his smile disappeared and he started to walk off ...
"Anthony! Anthony! Wait.." I yelled trying to catch up to him but I was too slow .... I just walked back to my room... I asked payton if he could stay at nine for a couple hours .. and he loved too.. I asked Elmo to go to the others room... and he did so...
"God I missed you." I laughed hugging and tackling him... he did the same back ...
"Me too!" He yelled
I smiled ... then thought of Anthony ... looking down and seeing my cuts ...
"H-hey payton... do you have a shirt I could borrow?..maybe..if not I'll just ask Elmo..it's cool.." I smiled rubbing my neck covering myself with the blanket..
"Oh of course ..." he smiled taking he shirt off his back..
"Thank you .." I said slipping my bathing suit off and putting it on.. I walked over to the dresser and got a pair of underwear and shorts out and stuck them on...
"He still talks abt you...Anthony.. yk.." Payton whispered
"Really?..." I looked up and saw him frowning..
"Yeah.." he still frowned..
I knew something was up but I didn't wanna ask... after a while of talking abt us and him.. he asked if I wanted to hang with them.. I said no at first but he got it out of me.. we laughed the whole way there ... until I heard someone screaming
"Get him Anthony ! Get him!" It was a girl.
"What the hells going on?" I yelled seeing Anthony throwing punches at Elmo...
"Anthony get off of him? What are you doing!" I yelled trying to pull him off ... after a second of yanking his arm .. I felt a sharp pain across my cheek..and eye.. I stood up and stared at him... my eyes wide open ... in fear... he went to stand up... and walk near me ... but that girl got in his way ..
"Get her Anthony kill that bitch.."
"Can you shut the fuck up for one second Claudia..." he blew up... and with that I was gone... I ran to my room and locked the door ... calling dad.
"Dad... I might come home a lil earlier than usual..."
"Why what's wrong.."
"Nothing dad I love you."
"I love you too."
I hung up and cuddled in the bed.. crying ... all I could do was cry... I felt something drop from my cheek to my lip.. I wiped it thinking it was a tear... blood?... he hit me that hard?.. he was prolly wearin a ring or something . I got up to put a bandaid on it ... so it could stop bleeding soon... all I could do was think f Anthony ... what he did... why he did it....

I heard a knock on the door... "go away Anthony. I'm done." I yelled
"It's payton and Elmo!" They yelled through the door .... "can we please come in?"
I opened the door ... looked at Elmo and I immediately broke...

Anthony's pov
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"Can you shut the fuck up for one second?" I yelled at Claudia ... I looked back up to see that Kimberly was gone... I got payton to go see if she's okay... I can't believe that I hit her ... I hope she's ok... I walked up to Claudia and told her to get out ...that I was done with her ... as she walked out ... I slammed the door ... punching it ... till my knuckles bled... Haden pulled me back into a hug... and all I could do was cry... it's all my fault ... I did this ....
After a couple hours of crying and just sitting around ... I decided to go on tik tok... Kimberly followed me ... and is live ... so I clicked on it ...
I saw a bandaid where I hit her ... and her eye was black ... I really did hurt her ... horribly .. after a second of being on there ... she started to tear up.. I swear I heard her whisper..
" hey Anthony ....It's not your fault..." and I got off .... I couldn't bare to see her hurt and tell me it's not my fault when I knew it was ... I scrolled through my sounds ... and picked a few that I wanted to do and I posted hem ... I got so many questions asking abt Kimberly ... and if I'm ok... I just logged off ... I couldn't even look at my phone ... I just laid back .... then though of her again... I got you nd headed to her room...
My POV
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"Hey Anthony it's not your fault...." I whispered hoping he wouldn't hear it but I knew he did Bc it showed that one person left ... and I knew it was him..after a while of being on it ... I heard a knock on the door and said bye to them... I looked at Payton... he creaked the door open... to see who it was ...
"Who is it" I whispered
"Don't get mad at me...." Payton said back .... as someone walked in.. Anthony ?
"Go away. I can't talk rn... I'm tired" I said laying down .... as I felt a body lay next to me ... I looked back to see Anthony right next to me ...
"I said go away.."
"I'm not leaving..." he said gripping my hand ... pulling me up to see him... he started to rub my face ... where he hit me ... I winced Bc it hurt a little bit.... then he realized that it hurt me so he stopped touching me .. which saddens me Bc I loved it ... he looked down and never looked back up..
I pulled his head up and stared at him.. he kept his eyes closed ... didn't look up once ... then he turned away and stared to walk off ..

"Wait Anthony..." I paused and grabbed his arm...
"C-can't you please stay.. just tonight?" I looked down ... hoping he'd say yeah...
He started to say something but then he just sat down and curled next to me ...
  "Now Don't say anything ...not yet at least .. let me say what I need to say ... you ...you are literally my life kimberly . I know I put you through so much bullshit .. yeah I know that .. but I did it Bc I wanted you ... yeah that Claudia girl was just to make you jealous Bc I wanted only you ... and I'm sorry I hit you.. I had no clue I did . It just happened .. it...it just sucks without you .. without your smile .. laugh.. everything you do use to make me smile and now... now nothing can... unless I'm with you .. and I need you ... I want you ... I'm in love with you . And yeah I get it if it don't feel the same ... but Yk ... I thought I'd try...now Ig you can say what you want..." he looked at me scared ... I had nothing to say.. I just wanted to hear that... that's all I needed the whole time I was with him...
    He started to get up and walk off ... halfway down the hallway ... I scream for him...
   "Anthony Wait!" I yelled chasing him.... he turned around, to my lips smashing into his... hugging him.... I whispered .... "I'm in love with you too anthony , and I've always been... you don't understand how long I've waited for that.. how much I needed that... just from you ..." I smiled tearing up realizing he was too... he hugged me back as he picked me up ... we tackled each other one last time and fell on the floor laugh crying Bc of how happy we were ... god I miss this