"Anthony , Anthony Reeves"

Part 7

Jadens pov
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  We made it to the hospital ... I'm worried .. for her . I really am... t-they were deep... she was pale ... god . All I do is worry... it's almost time for me to pick Anthony up from the station.... he doesn't even no. He's gonna kill us .. she's all he has .. and he's all she has...
   After a while of sitting around .. I leave and head to go pick Anthony up.. scared .. and over thinking ... what's gonna happen ?....

My POV
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  I wake up .... In so much pain ... not really able to live without ....the stitches?! Tugging?... I have stitches... god .. I'm such a screw up ... Anthony ... oh no.. Anthony's gonna kill me . Ever breathe i took killed my stomach .. I couldn't get comfortable , stretch . Sit up.. without hurting ... I look over to see chase asleep... he looked like he'd been crying all night ...
  I do feel really dizzy and funny .. idk what it is tho... I feel like I'm in a tunnel and it's pulling me in... right as I closed my eyes ... the doctor walked in...
  "Mrs brown! You're awake." He yelled , which startled both me and chase ... he jumped up .
"You're awake !!!" He laughed and cried ..
   After he hugged me the doctor finished ..
  "I'm going to give you a prescription of meds ... you're going to need to stay home with someone ... and they'd need to help bathe you . Feed you etc ... and clean your stitches everyday .." he smiled .. "I need a name of the person that will be taking care of you .. and they number so I can let them  know all the things they needs to do to care for you ..."
  I just smiled ... instantly turning it to a frown .. "Anthony , Anthony Reeves..."
   Then he walked out ... pulling his phone out ...
    "I can't believe your awake !!!! I missed you !" He screamed ... jumping up and rubbing my face since he can't hug me .. all I could do was smile ... I didn't even really know him.. but it was nice ..
"Payton , where's Payton??!" I looked around .
He was the only one I was close to .
I pulled my phone out ... and dialed his number ..
"Uhm hello?...whose this.." he whispered . Sounding like he'd been crying sniffling his nose ..
"Guess." I giggled smiling .
"No fucking way Kimberly ?!!! I'm coming ." He yelled and hung up.. I couldn't wait !
The only thing I didn't want was for Anthony to know .

Anthony's pov
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As jaden picked me up I got a phone call... as I answered it ... all I could do was freeze and I dropped my phone ..
"K-Kimberly's in the hospital."
"Ik."
"What?" I looked at him frustrated "what do you mean you know ? What did she do? What's going on?" I yelled as he pressed the brake and pulled over .
"She... uh...uhm. She tried to kill herself .. Bc of everything that's been going on... and we tried to help her .. idek if she's ok... I can call up chase .... he's with her ..." and with that Payton called .
"What's up?"
"Dude she's ok!!!! Kimberly's ok! Go to the hospital now." He yelled
"Ok we are headed there.." he whispered looking at me .... tears full in my eyes ... I punched the seat ... then the window hoping it wouldn't shatter ... it's all my fault . And she hates me .. Bc I'm stupid ...
"Just bring me to her please..." I begged . As he sped up and we headed on our way there ... I was scared to hear what she had to say abt me .. does she wanna be with me still? Does she wanna go home? Why'd she make them call me? Idek what's going on ... I just need to see if she's ok.... I need her to be ok... I should've never made her got through all of that pain ... it's all my fault ..

My POV
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    I still felt funny . But I wasn't even really worried abt that . I was worried abt Anthony ... he gets today ... I looked down at my phone .. he put rn ... omg he's on his way here . He prolly hates me . He's gonna drop me off at my moms . And he's gonna forget abt me . Just Bc I screwed up.... everything is literally my fault . I left when I knew this was gonna happen . I didn't wanna leave . I just wanted to be alone . But alone is the worst feeling .......
   Payton already made it here ... he freaked out . Everyone's been crying . Chase fell back asleep... holding my hand . Bc he was too scared to let go.. Payton is at the end of my bed . Just watching over me making sure I'm ok. Asking if I felt good Bc he noticed I felt funny . I would fall in and out . Bc I lost a lot of blood do to the cuts ... the doctor came in a minute ago to tell me that's what it was ... do I might feel like this for a while ... give it the most .. a week or less.
   After a minute of just sitting there .. I heard a voice that broke me instantly .
  "K-kimberly?..." Anthony whispered ... he walked over to the side of the bed .. looked me in my eyes ... and just fell to his knees ...
"No no , I'm fine . Don't do that . It's fine Anthony . Nothing bad . I'm ok." I worriedly told him. Freaking out . Tears falling
  "No kimberly it's not . Do you not see this ." He said lifting t arms up very slowly and softly . And then showed me everywhere else ... "that's not fine Kimberly." He looked me in my eyes and just broke . "And its all my fault . You cannot say it's yours . I put you through this . I fell in love with you . I wanted you. And I did this to you. So don't even say it's your fault." He started to walk out .
  "Stop it , stop Anthony . It's both of our faults . I decided to fall in love with you the moment I met you. I be damned to let you leave , and pretend like nothing ever happened . I love you .." I whispered as another tear fell...
  He walked up to me.. to calm me down .. wiping the tears away ... knelt down and kissed me softly ... god I missed his touch .... as he did so I patted the bed ... making him lay down ... as we talked about it .. and he showed me pictures on his phone of us ... and scrolled through insta .... after a while of just sitting there and waiting ... Anthony already fell asleep on my shoulder ... he was so cute ... his mouth was creaked open .. and you can hear slight breathes escaping his lips ... why someone like me ? Why would he try to be with me ?.... I'm not that pretty , skinny , I'm not good at makeup..the only thing I could do is draw .... I'm not that special ... why would he choose me ?
  "Mrs brown ? You are able to go home now ... just make sure that you have someone to take care of you . And that you are ok. Now we will have check ups every now and then to make sure that the stitches and cuts are healing very Well... ok?" He gave me a thumbs up . And I did one back ...
  "Hey Anthony , babe wake up." Wait did I just?... nvm .... he slightly woke up and realized that he was laying on me ...
  "Oh god did I hurt you ? Are you ok? I'm sorry." He said face palming himself .
"Anthony I'm fine it's just time to go I smiled . "Oh"he smiled back and rubbed the back of his neck .
  As we woke everyone else up , I got out of bed ... I was in a lot of pain ... but I managed to slowly get up ... Anthony sees me struggle then asked if I need help...
  "Yeah .. I do... but I need them to go.. so I can get dressed." I smiled .
"Hey guys , can you get out for a minute ? She needs to get dressed ..." he smiled back . Telling them to go.
  They did as told ... and I took my gown off leaving me in just socks and my panties .. I turned around to his smiling with tears n his eyes ... I knew he saw all of it .. and I just sat there ... not knowing what to say.... I started to get light headed and I stumbled my way to him almost falling until he gripped my sides .. right under my arms . So he wouldn't hurt me . Asking me if I was ok.... "I'm fine"
  I put my big baggy hoodie and some shorts on. Not thinking that everyone in the waiting room was gonna see my legs ...
  "Anthony ... their staring.." I whispered with my voice breaking into the crook of his neck ...
"Ik Ik.." he said hugging me .. making the guys walk up front , beside , and behind me .. so not one can really look even tho they already were ... as we made it outside ... it was cold .. freezing . I think Anthony noticed so he held me close . Until we got int he vehicle and he put his hoodie over my legs ... it was silent ... the whole way ... the only time we talked was when they all asked if they can stay over and Anthony's with us .. we agreed... they just wanted to keep me safe ... that's all... right before we pulled in.. I got a call. From my mom...
  "Kimberly you better get your ass home rn . Where have you been? You have some explaining to do... oh get me a beer too."
  I just said "ok" and hung up...
"What's wrong ?" They all whispered
"Anthony ... I need you to buy mom a beer and drop me off over there... I'll be out as soo as possible .. I'm gonan be fast ." I said .
"Ohk..... I don't like her .. I hate how she treats you.." he whispered .
  "I know" we went and bought a beer then parked in my moms drive way.. I looked at Anthony .. scared and he could see it ...
"J-just stay out here ... until I tell you different ...ok?.." I whispered .. I gripped his hand ... holding tears back ...
I stumbled my way to the door .. then remembering she might see my legs ... I grabbed his hoodie and tied it in front of me. Looking back and smiling .... I knocked on the door . It's my house .. idk why I even tried that . I opened the creaked door , and there was my mom . High , worse than before . Tugging at me . Screaming in my face .. then finally rips the hoodie off of me . I started to scream back ..
"Take the fucking beer mom. I'm done ." I screamed. As she ripped the hoodie off my legs .. then rolling up my sleeves .
"Wtf is wrong with you ? You're ruining your body dumbass. That's so
Stupid ." She kept screaming and hurting me.. until ...
"Hey don't ever fucking touch her like that again." Someone screamed from behind . I turned back to see Anthony .