Loving The Man With No Feet(completed)

Chapter 18

Chapter 18

Rinig na rinig nya ang sariling hininga, ngunit mas malakas yata ang pintig nang puso nya.

Kinakabahan sya na akala mo naman ay teenager na magtatapat sa crush nya. Pero, nawala lahat nang yung nang magsimulang magsalita ang binata sa harap nya. His hard face banish and was replace of understanding one. Napasinghap sya ng hangin. Parang lahat ng alalahanin nya ay nawala.

"I'm sorry... I really am," anito. Nabigla sya nang tumayo ito sa pagkakaupo sa sopa sa salas nila at lumuhod na nawawalang hininga nakatukod din ang magkabilang kamy nito sa kanyang tuhod. "I will not question you, why you didńt tell me about our son, I know I'm bastard".

She was taken back on what he did. Umiyak ito, at kung may ibang makakakita dito they will surely say that its unmanly lalot na kung ang maid nila ang nakapuna nito na buti naman at lumabas ang mga ito kasama ang anak nila. But will she ever think that its unmanly, she think not but otherwise. This man she ever love will stay a wonderful person in her eyes.

Napabuntung hininga sya. "Blaze! Stand up your not bastard, you din't have a right to say that to yourself, I' am only should have authorize to call you that! At saka tapos na ang mga yung, nasa nakaraan na lahat ng iyun at tapos nako sa mga panahon na yuń. Me! That all I did is sulk and regret many thing that already happen and its not a good way. I cant bring back the past, we cant. Those wound already heal as I grow up strong for my self and my son, should I say our son." Lumapit sya sa binata sa pagkakaluhod nito.

"And its all thank to you", she genuinely smile. Ano bang mapapala nating kung lagi tayong galit? Kung hahayaan nating magdusa ang sarili natin diba! We should depend our happiness to other, and if we can't help depending to other then try... try to stop yourself in further destruction and damages.

Linapitan nya ito at tutulungang sanang itayo sa pagkakaluhod nang bigla na lamang sya nitong dinamba nang yakap sa tyan.

"Both of us have mistake, Both has has contributed wrongs and its better to learn on those thing." She comforted him. Caressing his back and hair.

"All my life, I though I save you when I leave, but I realize that I'm just a selfish man running away from his woman. Im coward!"

Pag-aamin nito. Buti alam mo'. Isisingit nya sana pero wag na. Umismid na lang sya kasasabi nya lang na wag na na lang alalahanin ang nakaraan.

"Im coward, selfish and impulsive those time I left you. Akala ko kase pag umalis ako mailalayo kita sa magulong buhay ko. Im not just simple architect. I was Secret Agent Clawrence Blaze Barry known as 'Claw'. At nun nakilala kita at nakilala mo ko bilang Clawrence Barry, A architect who has invalid feet. Akala ko maiinis ako kasi dahil sa kondisyon ko hindi ko na mahahabol ang larangang iniibig ko. Pero ng dumating ka napadasal na lang akong bigla na iwan ng tuluyan ang mundong niyakap ko basta mayakap ka lang. Unang beses na nagpasalamat ako na lumpo ako dahil napansin mo ko because, honey... I did not feel invalid person but a lovable man" Nagpatuloy ito sa pag sasalita habang sinusubsob ang mukha sa tyan nya, rinig nya rin ang mahinang hikbi nito.

"You love me on my worst phase of my life, on my broken life then you were there to fix this broken man without asking, without second thought, kaya natakot ako... na pagpinagtapat ko ang buong buong pagkatao ko ay tanggapin moko at hindi iisipin na ang mangyayari sayo because you were as I am crazy in love with me. I was burned, I was tamed and lastly I was whipped by you and its scary that I can sacriprise other just to have you unscracth and that it make me monster that will kill myself and when that time comes I know you will leave me" Anito.

She was taken back of his words, she has hard time to choose a word to say, bubuka ang bibig nya ngunit isinarado nya rin. Ano bang sinasabi ng binata na dahil sa kaligtasan nya kaya sya nito iniwan? That's bullshit, He should have said, pinangunahan din sya nito na iiwan nya ito o baka magpaka-tanga sya dito. She want to speak back but we should rest it in the past. We should accept it and move on.