Addiction

CHAPTER THREE

I looked over to the left side of the bed and saw Ryan's naked body covered by the bed sheets that only separated us an inch.  I admired his body with the sunlight creeping through the window, he had a lot of battlescares.

I couldn't believe I hadn't noticed the scar he had on his lower back, but yet again I always looking at his amazing body through the front-side.  Ryan slowly awoke and I quickly turned around before he caught me looking at him creepily.

"Morning sunshine." He said as he proceeded to move closer to me to get into a cuddle position on my naked body.  I shivered as he moved closer...feeling his warm body next to mine.

"Morning." I replied back, smiling where he couldn't see me.  What had I done?  I just cheated on my boyfriend again and now i'm here in our bed, with this gorgeous man.  Is it bad to say I don't even regret it?

He slowly hugged me and squeezed tightly on my chest, "I don't ever want to let you go." Me neither...but you're not mine, I thought to myself.  I'm sure he has many girls waiting for him in different states.

"Ryan..." I quietly replied, waiting to ask the serious questions that now i'm deciding to do this early in the morning.

"Hmm?" He sleepily answered back, still hugging me tightly as if I were even able to get out of his strong arms.
I turned around, facing him this time, still with his arms hugging me tightly, but my chest on his chest this time, "How come you never settled down?"

I could feel the uncomfortable air that was hovering over me, while Ryan slowly moved away his arms around mine, "I don't know, it's complicated I suppose."

"Nothing is every complicated, You just do what feels right." I replied back, sounding all professional and what-not.  "What happened at war?"  Oh no, maybe i'm taking it too far with this question for sure.

"Can't talk about it just yet." He moved closer to place a kiss on my forehead, "But when I can, you'll be the first one that i'll let know, okay?"  I nodded my head like a child finally getting what they wanted.

"I had fun with you last night." I added to the conversation, to slowly step away from the seriousness.  "I think you're too experienced for me though." I giggled as I got close enough to feel the warmth of his body.

"Well then i'm gonna be your teacher." He winked at me, smacking my ass to where the sting started to excite me.  "Ready for round three?"
Round three?  Weren't the two rounds last night enough, "Where do you get so much stamina, my body has no energy right now!"

"Don't worry, all you have to do is lay there." He whispered as he got up to reveal his naked body in front of me and went over to my side to start giving me a massage.
"Wow, this feels so good Ryan!" I admitted while he kept on massaging my neck; all the stress was slowly going away...not the guilt though.

He made his hand slowly rub down to my back and started massaging the lower back side, "Oh keep going, that's the spot where I have a slight kink." He massaged a little deeper, this man knew how to do everything!

All of a sudden I feel a jolt of electricity run from the tip of my toes to the tips of my fingers "Oh!" I exclaimed when he started to slowly rub the hood and inserted two fingers ins ide me.

He started off slow, then started to gain a little speed, as if he was following the rhythm of my moans, "I should've known you had something else in mind."
"What kind of guy would I be if I didn't?" He chuckled pushing his fingers as deep as he could go.