I Want Only YOU || Johnny NCT ✔️

New life

"Congratulations Miss L you got accepted to SM entertainment "

After I read letters first sentence I couldn't stop myself from crying.

My dream company, entertainment which gives birth to legendary groups.

I quickly called my besties and told them this news.

"You lucky bitch!!!! Can u believe??? My bestie is gonna be a trainee in SM!!! Aaaaahhhhh" she was screaming in a phone.

"I know right?? Oh god I thought I wouldn't pass this. God Mary I'm happy but what about him? I still..."

"I know baby how you feel. Just wait. Time will show us everything."

"Okay" tear rolled down my face. Him. A man who left big scar in my heart.

1 month later

I was in airport. My plane just landed in South Korea, after exhausting flight from NY to here it felt nice to stand on the ground again and breathe.

I stopped taxi and went to my already bought house.

I quickly texted mum I was already in Korea so she wouldn't worry and after arriving at my house, I showered and fell asleep immediately.

I woke up and quickly went to SM Ent. I was shaking already from excitement and I barely remembered how receptionist showed me a way to the director.

"Hello" I bowed 90 degrees.

"Hello dear. You are new trainee from NY right?"

"Yes I am."

"Okay. So as I know from your resume and audition or childhood videos you gonna be in the intermediate trainee group. And later on let's see" he smiled, nah which hearty smile, diplomatic one.

He called his assistant and I think he asked her to show me the room, room where I would be trained.

I had clothes with me so I could start working hard today.

I went in a room and saw bunch of beautiful girls and handsome boys.

Since I was western and it was obvious they all were looking at me. But strange fact is that sometimes I have Asian look too.

"Hi!! I'm Choi Ha mina!" And she grinned.

I remembered when Mary came up to me exactly like that exactly 3 years ago.

"Hi I'm L, nice to meet you!" And I bowed slightly.

"Nice to meet you too! Damn you so beautiful " she chuckled.

When I was going to answer her back trainer came in with some boys following her. I couldn't really see clearly since i was standing in the back.

"Hello old and new trainees. I'm Mrs. Lee, I'm in charge of dances and those stuff but today we gonna have special guests who will teach us dances! "

"Hello I'm NCT's Yuta! "

NCT?? Did I hear clearly. Oh fuck.

"Hello I'm NCT's Haechan!"

"Hello I'm NCT's Johnny!"

It's them. Oh fuck. How should I hide??

"Okay please new trainees raise your hand "

Me and another 4 trainees raised their hand.

"Okay," she continued "please come in front "

Dammit.

All of us came in front and when I looked at Johnny he was shocked.

Whole lesson was awkward but I got lots of praises ( I knew coreo already ) and it felt really nice.

When I was going to go outside Johnny called me "Miss L please stay for some time. "

Fuck. Fuck. Maryyyy. What should I dooo.

When finally everyone left the room he was gonna approach me but I backed away.

"I'm sorry Johnny but I need to go"

Johnny

So she was real. She was freakin real.

I haven't seen her for a year already and she became more beautiful.

Fuck I miss her.

She was only one who made me feel normal again. If not them... maybe nothing would happen. Aaaggghhhh.
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My bestie came up with name L, smth like y/n Kay? Hope u enjoyed. I have whole drama planned👽 bibibi

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