I Want Only YOU || Johnny NCT ✔️

Time

Weeks passed. Every day was as scheduled and stressed as every other SM artists. Girls were draining from energy and these 3 hour long naps weren't helping.

We had to go on the tv shows and those award things.

For whole month I haven't heard from Johnny. Fuck him. When I will meet him he is going to be in trouble. I need his the most and his support right now and all he does is vanishing?

"Food delivery called Mary!" She screamed and came in the dance studio "rest kiddos. Also you can have good sleep tomorrow and no ones leaving dorm before that happens. Yes I'm good girl and cleared a day for you no need to thank me." She dramatically bowed and smiled.

"Thank you. Your the best! Ruby said as she hugged her

"I love u too but u stink take shower before sleep." Mary covered her nose and teased her

"No I will sleep like this" she rolled her eyes.

Her look shifted at mine then "L baby... we have to... we have to talk."

"What is it?" I asked once we went into another room. She looked at me almost tearing up "what happened?" I asked as I held her shoulders. Looking worried seeing my friend in this state for the first time.

"Please be careful. For the last fucking week I've been seeing how you die in my dreams. I can't lose you babe! Don't leave me please!" She fell on her knees as she cried. Dragging me with her while hugging me tightly.

She was still weeping on the floor when door opened and smiley Jaemin came in. His smile soon dropped when he saw her.

"What happened?" He came closer after closing the door. He pat her hair while looking at her face waiting for answers.

"I can't anymore Jaemin! The dreams I told you about are getting worse! I can't sleep anymore!"

"Princess. You need to calm down. No one is going to die" he smiled while rubbing her arms as she continued crying.

Door opened again and Johnny stood at the door frame. I sighed "I need to go okay?" I asked her and she nodded hugging Jaemin this time. This two clingy huggy people would understand each other so I don't have to worry.

I went outside and Johnny was giving me strange looks.

I titled my head signing him to talk.

He sighed "Mary told me what she has been seeing and i have to say that I'm creeped out" he kissed me gently on the lips "I don't wanna lose you" Johnny whispered above breath and tuck my hair behind my ear.

"Even you know it's not that easy to get rid of me" I rolled my eyes and dragged him outside.

But I was scared. Her confession of dreams she has been seeing scared me. What if something really bad will happen to me? Then what will happen to my group? Her? Him? My parents? I was scared. But I had to forget it and live at maximum. I don't really plan to die.

"Do you think I will really die?" I asked Johnny on our way to dorms.

"If so I will follow you" he smiled sadly and looked at the road again.

"Stop being silly. No one is following no one."

"Follow-low-low follow-low-low" he started singing Monata X follow and I burst into laughter. Whole way to the dorms were fine. But I was still cautious what was happening around me. What if we will get into accident and i die? Or something will fall from the roof and kills me? I'm overthinking aren't I?

I'm just scared. I got scared from already. I don't really want to die. 

A/N: I'm back? Yes I am. I'm sorry it took so long to update. Had not idea how to continue it.  Anyways enjoy ma hoes.