EVERYTHING'S BAD

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Hi buddies.. 
Today I feel so bad, because is it here again.. 

Sometimes I feel like I understand, know how to answer, how to communicate with people and just think I am better than I have ever been. 

But there are times when I just try to learn many things, especially new words and that's the only thing I do all day.. 
And then I feel worse than yesterday! 
dumber and with nothing in the brain.  

Is it normal? 

I feel like my dream to live in the UK is farther and farther and farther.. 

JUST LOOK! 

HOW MANY MISTAKES I DID TOMORROW?! 

To be honest, I don't know! I don't know cause I'm absolutely lost in my mind, everything seems to be harder... 

It would be too much easy just say: ,,Okay, this is the end. I'm giving up.'' 

that's not my style, not at all. But I just sjfdhgjfdjgfjkgkdfkgkkkfgkrjf!!!!!§ 

Hell, I'll fucking do this! aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhh

I know nobody reads this... Is it just like my English diary.. :---) 

Tomorrow I have English exams and I'm gonna know how much good I'm in English.. I'm so afraid, I know I won't get it! 

Yes, girl.. life isn't easy.. :)) And don't tell me you didn't know it.. 


I think this is the most stupid chapter I've written to this ''diary.'' 
So glad. :'') 






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