I told her everything. Then she pushed me away. I thought I could trust her that she wouldn't run away. That's the only reason why I told her.
Since she left I've dated a few girls but none of them were her. No one can beat my love for her.
I still see her everyday and my heart still breaks every time. I keep telling Casey that the girl I'm dating is the one but deep down I know that she isn't.
My relationships never last more than a month at most. People say I'm a player but I can't help it. I keep comparing everyone to her.
I talk to girls and eventually they like me and I also grow to like them. Then I start destroying them because I don't want to hurt them but in the end I still do.
I smile everyday but I never really smile. It's my happy mask that I put on every morning.
She ruined me. She is the cause of my depression and my downfall, yet I can't forgive her.
People try to help but they only end up making it worse. I know they mean well but they should just stop.
I drink myself unconscious every weekend just to rid my mind of her for a few hours.
I hope that one day she might come back. I still love her.
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Historia CortaA bunch of short stories that are mostly based on songs. These will make you laught, cry or just happy. Genres like romance, humor and much more!
