DRUNK OFF HER

You

You...
You are the knowledge I received
You left and I became illiterate
Dumb and broke
Unable to keep contact with the outside world
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When I told you that I love you
I really meant it
But I still wonder
Did you mean it when you said it
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You are like a shadow
Next to me but can't hold you or touch you
That is how I feel when you're next to me
knowing that i will never hold you
Knowing that you will never be mine
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I think about you every day
Its like being addicted to something that's killing you
Its like being in a nightmare
Watching and interacting with someone that is not destined to be yours
Who you know will never choose you.
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Lost my lover
Lost my friend
Lost my sunshine
is this the end?
But the most important thing in the end is that
I lost you...
and I am not fine
But I will pretend to be
You aren't here anymore to comfort me
And that's my description of hell
I can't get to you
But you're in my heart
to my heart, i wish you well.
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