hate

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Do you remember?
I wonder if you do.
I wonder where you are
What you're doing
And sometimes, i hope you're rotting in your own skin
Other times, i at least spare you the thought of being able to walk
Could you do me a favor?
Stay out of my mind
Leave my head alone
Stop making me feel sick
And nervous
And empty
Like i just might die
And i hope i do
I hope you know what you did
Who you broke
Do you think about me?
do you think about what you did?
Do you remember?
I wonder if you do
I hope you do
And i hope you suffer Everytime
I hope you feel sick, like you might throw up your heart after it falls in your stomach
I hope you feel nervous, like everyone's eyes are watching you, waiting to pounce on you, looking at you like youre prey, and you feel ashamed, like you can't say anything to make them stop
I hope you feel like you just might die, like taking a bullet to the head, like you might wrap a necklace that's a little too thick around your neck, and fall from a chair, like you might fall, from a building too high

And i hope you wish every one of those things would happen

I hope you're broken

But oh

I already know

You're broken

And me?

I'm glad you are.

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