Sometimes I foolishly look for your face in the crowd.
I look for those eyes and that strikingly blonde hair
I know I'll never find you
But I still look.
I look untill i drive myself crazy
And sometimes I almost swear I can catch a glimpse of you
A flash of your face
I can see you, for just a second
Blending in and chatting
Just existing
That's just it.
Your existence is the epitome of my Insanity
Your existence is the only thing that makes me feel like im floating
Like I'm in a dream
I've never felt like this
I only love you more and more
The way you love me
The way you care
You're so different in a way I can't describe
A type of different that draws me in
That makes me want more of you
Like a cliche drug addiction
And this shitty poem on the side
I want you
I want to go to you
I keep waiting and lurking
I might just scream it out to everyone
If this goes on
If you look anymore brighter
If you give me anymore of your heart
If you make mines burst with excitement one more time
You're the only person
When I'm upset, i think of you, you calm me down
I only want to talk to you