The day I lost my freedom

Owner's notes. Day 7. morning

- It is morning and we have already progressed through the next phase. The touches from my side. Now the last phase remains.

- For the first time Keira praised me. It made me very happy. It's almost unbelievable how everything is going so well.

- I hate to admit that but I probably fell in love with her. She described what it feels like to be in love and it fits perfectly in detail for my case. It would also explain why I am so soft to her which was definitely not planned. And it also explains why she is turning me on so fast and easily. Does that mean sex with her won't help? If I will not get out of this state soon I won't be able to work properly. Keira... What the fuck are you doing to me?

- I was so angry when I found an article with an interview with a guy which considers himself as Keira's boyfriend. She says they never agreed with having a relationship and I do trust her but I'd rather check it out. Also I will have to do something about that idiot guy. I'm not going to just let him go after his attempt of claiming my Keira!

- I have the urge to spend all of my time with Keira. I guess I'll try to arrange it somehow.

- Ever since I admitted to myself that I am in love with her I've started feeling worse. I know she's not emotionally interested in me. Just the thought of that is like a dagger has pierced right through my heart.