Owner's notes. Day 7. evening

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- I've done it! Now I consider Keira to be trained. She talks to me, she doesn't mind me touching her or having sex with me. She may not obey all my commands but she obeys the important ones.

- I hoped that after having sex with her, my self-control would return and I would feel empowered... But that isn't how it turned out. I feel so confused now. Although I'm glad she doesn't mind having sex with me, I honestly feel doing so was the worst thing that could ever happen to me. It's as if my feelings for her have deepened further. Is that even possible? After all, I was consumed thinking of nothing other than her beforehand. And now it's all becoming painful.

- I've had sex many times in my life already but with Keira it was so... different. Full of emotions. I've never felt anything like that before. It feels like a drug, I need even more now.

- I don't know how to solve this whole situation. Even though I am writing right now I keep watching her through the camera. I want to be with her. All the time. I want to feel her. I want to touch her.

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