Owner's notes. Day 11. Afternoon

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- Out of regret I couldn't even look at Keira when she woke up. I felt miserable. When the whole situation settled and I could think of it in peace I felt even worse. I disgusted myself.

- Keira said that she forgives me, but I don't think she's aware of the whole situation. Fortunately since then, everything has improved. We talked for half of the day without any problems.

- I tried to indicate to her that I have some feelings for her but she doesn't realize it. I can talk almost plainly about it and nothing. The problem is that I don't want to say it directly. I know that she doesn't have any feelings for me. If I would confess directly, she could start abusing it.

So right now the most important question is, how to make her feel the same way as I do.

- After everything that happened lately I can't resist her that well anymore. I need to do something about it or otherwise she's going to take control over me. Unfortunately I don't have the slightest idea how to achieve it and I don't want to ever hurt her again.

- Several times I've thought of taking off her collar... It would be enough for me if she would just say that she wouldn't run away from me. I would believe her.

- I found out that it's much more enjoyable to work when she is next to me. Problem is that I am not able to keep her around for too long.

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