Lust N' Hate

8

"Where the fuck is the money coming from Desirae!?"

I groaned. My stomach started to ache, my knees got weak, my palms got sweaty. Damn I have to take a shit.

"Ayanna.."

"No I need to know what's going on! You are buying super expensive shit and you literally don't have a fucking job! What did you do hit the Lottery or something."

Ooop there it goes .

I rushed off to the bathroom not answering her.

She got up and followed me. I panicked getting my pants down and sitting on the toilet.

"Ew are you shitting? What the fuck!"

"Go wait in the living room, I'll tell you everything when I come back"

I was so embarrassed. I can't believe I'm shitting in front of her! She's not even my girlfriend yet.

"I need answe-" She covered her nose.

"Gooooooo" I whined. I heard a splash and face palmed.

"I'm just gonna" she pointed then walked out.

Oh my god. She heard my fucking poop drop. She smelled my fucking poop. I wanted to just get up and hang myself on the shower, poop on my ass and all. Might as well. I felt like I killed all the romance between us. If there was any after China anyway.

I finished pooping and washed my hands. I looked at myself in the mirror my eyes were red as fuck. What am I going to say to her? I mean technically she guessed it. She got the right answer... but will she believe me if I tell her that? That shit sounds stupid as hell like 'yes indeed Ayanna, in fact I did win the lottery. I won millions of dollars and I just didn't tell you because, I was scared you were just like your money hungry, hoe of a best friend.' I sighed.

I don't know what to doooo.

I called my momma.

"Hey Dezzi."

"Ma... I need your advice" I whispered into the phone.

"What did you do?"

"Oh my god. Just listen... I got to Yanna's house and China was here"

She gasped

"Naked"

She gasped louder.

"What the hell?!"

"That's what I said! So Yanna gave her the new address and was like you should come visit me and check out my place. Apparently, China knocked on the door and Yanna opened it. She thought they were on some friend shit. She left the room and when she came back China was butt ass naked tryna do stuff"

"Wooowww, why would she do that? What if Ayanna isn't attracted to her?"

"She is... they have a um... history."

"Oh my god" I could hear the disgust in her voice. "So did they..."

"No. I got here and China wanted to argue and shit bringing up that fact that we both.... messed around with her and that neither one of us are going to be able to resist her. That we should make her our girlfriend"

"Oh hell no, she got the game fucked up"

"Yea I was pissed. Me and Yanna both cussed her ass out then, she looked at China and started fucking with her bringing up the fact that I got money now before I kicked her out"

"Oh no..."

"Yea so now Yanna is asking questions and I don't know what to do... she already guessed it. She was like 'so what you won the lottery?'"