"are you gonna tell the others? or even changbin?"
"no."
he let go from our embrace, looking at me directly in the eyes with a stern look.
"you do know how dangerous that is." chan drifted his gaze for a moment, before returning our eye contact. "felix, you could die."
a smile formed slightly on my lips, but it wasn't one i was used to. i wasn't happy, no, at that moment, nothing could ever bring me joy. i was sad.
"i know."
chan got up, taking my hand in his and lead us both out of the stall, staying in the bathroom, near the sinks. he probably got tired of the very little space we had, so we could more clearly talk things out. but i didn't think it'd help the situation whatsoever.
"felix, i want you to think about this. not telling him will affect you. if you at least, at least, just explain to him how you're feeling, there's a bigger possibility he'll reciprocate your feelings. maybe he'll realize something inside himself." he tried to get me in the right state of mind, but i could only think of negative outcomes.
"i've never really looked into this, but i'll-i'll do research tonight and, and maybe we'll find something we can do." at this point, chan was practically pulling his hair out of his scalp, tears streaming down his face, my own dry. "i don't want you to die, felix."
i took ahold of his face, mirroring a movement he had done earlier and told him:
"i won't."
but i wasn't so sure of that either.
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genie's wish.
mirrors have an
uncanny way of
telling the
unwanted truth
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DEAD ROSES. CHANGLIX
Fanfictionmy pain is beauty, i won't stop hurting until i've built my flower garden. changlix. 11/12/2019
