They say, love can make you wonder,
love can make you do unexpected things.
Well, that only applies to a person who's deeply inlove with someone.
You know, idea and love is a very different thing.
But we, humans, tend to make it synonymous to one another.
Idea is in your mind.
Love? it is still in your mind, but it has a different factor.
Halimbawa, Na-inlove ka sa isang tao dahil lagi siyang nandiyan para sayo.
Well, sad to say, it's not love.
It's just an Idea.
Idea that you love him because he/she is always there for you.
while for some reason,
Mahal mo ang isang tao kasi masaya ka kapag kasama mo siya, there' s a different sensation between you two.
You tend to plan your future ahead,
and you include him/her in your dreams.
Now, that is love.
Since Idea and Love is both Abstract, we can differentiate them once we experience falling in love.
Yan ang nangyari sa akin,
I can proudly say that I fell inlove.
But the thing is, it's suffocating.
My relationship with my ex is suffocating.
At first, it was butterflies and roses.
But at the middle part of our journey as a "couple" it changed.
He's very jealous to my guy friends.
Alam ng mga kaibigan kong lalaki that I have a boyfriend and they all know their boundaries.
But my ex once appeared in one of our company celebration and ruined the party. He punched one of my guy friends accusing my friend.
-- Flashback --
"Cheers!" sigaw ng team leader namin
"Cheers!" we all said in chorus
Our company closed the deal with a very famous author.
This author wants our company to publish his new book.
Ofcourse,it's not easy. We've had a lot of terms and conditions (on both sides) before signing the contract.
At ngayon ang araw na iyon!
I am very happy since this is my first job as an editor.
"Congratulations sa ating lahat!" sabi ng isa kong kaibigan na si Bryan.
The party continue.. everyone is so happy..
"Fely, congratulations pala ha! since this is your first time as an editor give me five!!" natawa ako sa sinabi ni Bryan at nakipag-apir ako sa kanya
Ng biglang lumapit si Eric sa amin at sinuntok si Bryan
"What the hell, dude?" sigaw ni Bryan
"How dare you touch my fiance?" sigaw pabalik ni Eric
"What the hell did you do Eric? It was just a high five!" I screamed in frustration
Bryan is a good friend and he guided me in this project. Di ko maatim na makita siyang saktan ng fiance ko for petty reasons.
"Babe, let's go." hinawakan ni Eric ang palapulsuhan kl at iginiya ako palabas ng bar.
Pagkalabas namin ay tsaka ako pumiglas.
Shit, my wrist is really red! baka magka bruise ako neto.
"For petty reasons Eric? hibang ka ba?"
"No, he touched you Fely!"
"Oh my god!! I initiated the high five!! and what the hell? apir lang yon?"
"A simple high five is still a touch." sabi niya
And then realization hit me..
I don't want to be with someone na ganito kakitid ang utak.
You see, its a petty reason. How can you hurt someone just because nakipag-apir lang sila sa fiance mo?
"Let's stop this Eric. Let's stop everything." sabi ko at tinanggal ko na ang ring na binigay nya sa akin.
"No, Babe! I was just trying to protect you!"
"Stop it Eric! walang kwenta ang dahilan mo! I don't need your protection. Black belter ako." sabi ko at biglang pumara at sumakay sa isang taxi.
Akala ko wala na si Eric, akala ko di siya sumunod.
Pero hinarang nya ang taxi na sinasakyan ko and...
*BOOGSH*
everything went blank with a loud sting sound..
