Nagising ako ng mabigat ang pakiramdam.
"Oh god, Fely!! Thank God!" sigaw ni Kuya Jace, my haf-brother.
"Kuya Jace? why are you here?" tanong ko sa kanya, di pa rin talaga malinaw kung bakit siya nandito.
"Someone called Fely, someone said you're in this hospital! damnit!" he replied with an angry face.
I tried to recall what happened and I remembered it vividly.
Sa sobrang galit ko ay di ko napigilan ang umupp sa kinahihigaan ko.
"Kuya, It's Eric." sabi ko at naaalala ko pa kung paano binangga ni Eric ang sinasakyan ko non.
He intentionally bumped his car on the taxi I'm in.
I remember his face, bigla akong kinilabutan.
"Yes, I know Fely. I got our lawyers, let your brother fix this." sabi niya at ginulo ang buhok ko.
I stayed at this hospital for 1 week and 3 days. Since I got a sprained ankle and deep cuts, they suggested that I need to be admitted until all of it heals.
After that incident, Kuya Jace told me that Eric was now in jail.
Thank Goodness!
I don't know what I loved about him,
Maybe there were great moments we've shared.
Pero dahil sa nangyari sa akin, na muntik ko pang ikamatay, I don't know what to say abot Eric anymore.
I mean, he's a good guy. before.
-- End of Flashback --
"It's nice to see you Fely! looking good as always ah!" he said as he scanned me from my head up to mumy shoes
"I don't look that good, get out of my sight, Eric." mataray na sabi ko sa kanya.
"Hey, easy. I want to apologize about what happened. I really mean it."
"You mean, bumping your car on THAT taxi?"
"I'm so sorry Fely, I've got no self control that time. My emotions got me."
Fuck your emotions Eric!
"I don't need your apology." I said and walked away.
Isa siya sa naging pagkakamali ko na ayoko na itama.
Isang madilim na nakaraan,
Isang masalimuot na pangyayari.
If love will always be like this, I don't want it anymore.
I am so desperate about having someone to take care of me, to cheer me up when I'm down, to cuddle me during cold nights, take a good photo of me, take me to restaurants and not minding my weight and love me.
My Dad is very busy with his business and his new family.
His new family is Jace's mother and him.
They're kind, It's just that I miss my mom taking care of me.
My mom died when I was 19, I'm in US that time. I'm heartbroken that time. Hindi ko man lang siya nakita sa huling pagkakataon.
What caused my mom's heart attack?
Mommy saw dad kissing Jace's mom.
If cheating is allowed in loving someone, I don't want it.
I've got enough experiences in my life to prove that love is not powerful.
It can make you at first but in a snap, it can break you.
Umuwi ako matapos ang encounter namin ni Eric, sumakit ang ulo ko e.
Kumuha ako ng ice cream sa refrigerator at nagbukas ng tv.
My own way of relaxing. hehe
I'm watching Lucifer, a netflix series, when my phone buzzed.
1 Message from +63995143****
Hey Fely! It's Rover. Save my number.
when I read the message, I saved it immediately. masunurin naman ako.
I put my phone on the table and continue watching Luci ㅡ
