30 days of me(Spoiler: it's not exactly 30 days straight...)

Novenber 14, 2019

This is a rant I had wrote on my spam page on Instagram.

"So basically I'm gonna rant 🤪 I've been moving to my grandmas house from my moms house because the lease is up. I've been here for like two days and all those two days I have been to the therapist and to the doctors for an asthma attack. My grandpa takes my auntys daughter and my sister to school and he picks them up too. So when my grandma goes to work she asked me to help them by make them food and do their homework. Mind you I don't know how my aunty likes their homework done since this is the first time I've done it with them and second I don't even know what some things on their agenda means so you would think my aunty would be grateful I at least did something to help her in between not being able to breathe good and moving al my stuff my self with the help of moving it to and from by my grandparents, but no. My sister went over to my moms house while I was getting bags of my clothes and other things and my mom messed up my sisters homework because she wasn't even helping her. It wasn't even my fault first of all but I woke up the next day to her yelling and throwing things that I do nothing and my grandparents do nothing and that miraculously she does everything for everyone even though she is the one who comes to us for help? Like she started calling us all names and then when my grandparents started defending themselves because we have all been extremely busy she said things like we could just not help her if we want to be like that. Then she was more mad from that and started yelling and being so rude. She pushed my brother into my room and told him to stay in the room with "your sister who doesn't do anything" I have a video of saying that btw. I obviously wants going to record it because she would have attacked me for my phone. Which she had done multiple times before. But God forbid if anyone did that to her kid you know she would be all over them calling them out but I guess you can't hide your own hypocrisy can you. Then she instead of dropping her own kid off as a way to show she actually doesn't need our help she yells are us to get them ready faster and my sister started crying and my aunty was saying that Chloe was going to be late from her. Then she stayed in the living room so that when my grandma walked through the hallways to get ready she could yell at her some more. She really has no crass and is extremely judgmental. She has no motivation to change. Not even her own kids 🤡 also when I went to her baby shower all I thought about was how fake our family can be. I'm not the only one who she had terrorized yet no one else calls her out or wants her to get help. Why? Because all they see is that she had a "good job" as a nurse, a job that she used to only work on call for three days of the week btw. And she had a kid and a boyfriend so that means she is getting better and getting help. They are all clowns tbh. I get not wanting to start drama at a party, but whenever I tell my aunties about what she does or when she hurts me or when she gets drunk at their parties and starts fights and threatens to drive drunk home with her daughter unless my cousins friends stop selling cocaine to her boyfriend and they don't do anything or talk to her to change. That's just some fake shit. Especially when they know she is even worse behind closed doors. They really don't give af. 🤡🤡🤡
Sorry for the rant I had to get this written down and I had IG open. "