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kj was taking an interview because he got fired from the general store and desperately needed the money. I was the one interviewing him and I have liked him for years now. Then he started dating you and I got jealous. I did whatever I could to try to get In between you and the job interview seemed like the perfect opportunity, I was so selfish. I began crying feeling guilty that the one person I had envied scene freshman year had been sitting here dying all alone all because of me. I never wanted it to come to this. Ceven looked shocked and confused. I feel so stupid I should have known," I remember everything now" said ceven. I was shocked he didn't even seem mad. He sat there with a small smile on his face it was almost a grin. I was so confused. I kissed his boyfriend and he doesn't even care. I soon saw him sit up in his bed he put his hand on my cheek and leaned closer than a doctor walked in and told him it was time. He seemed upset a tear rolled down his face and he whispered in my ear " goodbye" as if he weren't coming back he gave me one last glance as they wheeled him out of the room. I sat in the waiting room for 1 hour then 2 then 4 and soon 6 It felt like forever but soon a doctor came out and approached me with a disappointed look on his face. He told me that there was some bad news. "During the surgery there were a few complications and he lost a lot of blood," the doctor was telling me before I interrupted him "is he still alive!" the doctor calmly said "yes he is now stable. A shock of relief ran through my body he was ok and it felt amazing. I still had a chance to make things right. I can try to fix the damage i've done. But how the yould never forgive me. I'm done for.

to be continued