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gone Part 6 cevin

3 hours after the surgery and I was awake. But surprisingly not in much pain I tried to sit up but couldn't I felt weak. Max noticed me struggling and rushed to my side and helped me sit up but my back wasn't strong enough to hold me up so I layed back down and began to ask him questions about the other night. He didn't respond for a doctor walked into the room and started to explain how there were some complications but I would recover mentally but I was paralyzed from the mid back, and down. I felt my heart drop and I felt an uneasy feeling in my stomach. I shook my head, hoping this was a dream hoping that night wasn't real hoping I would wake up in my bed, stand up and go to school to be greeted at the door by kj like every normal day, but no that's not gonna happen this was reality. I snapped back into reality as the doctor told me I would need a back brace to prevent any further damage. I Got up and ran into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. Standing next to me in the mirror was kj, he put his hand around my waist and kissed me. We were both smiling and he swept me up into his arms and carried me out the door of the bathroom into the living room and gently tossed me on the couch. My eyes flew open and I was staring at the brightly lit hospital ceiling, it was a dream , kj wasn't there we weren't together and I couldn't walk. I was going crazy