Versace

Chapter 33

Kally's P.O.V
I walk out of the bathroom with toilet paper wrapped around my wrists. I slowly walk down the stairs, and sit next to Taylor. "Good job." She says. "I don't feel good about doing it." I whisper. "Don't worry. It was worth it. I have to go, but I'll talk to you later." She stands up, smiles at me, and leaves.
~The next day~
Harry had already left for the 1D FOUR Hangout when I had woken up the next day. He still had the time to write me a very a cheesy note, though.
"Good morning Kitten! Well, it's not really morning, it's the afternoon. I wonder why you overslept for so long, were you that sleepy? You didn't have to stay up for me, Kitten. But thank you anyway! I know I haven't been there for you as much as I wanted to. I know it seems like I've been ignoring you, but know that I'm not, and that I've been really busy lately. I'll try my very best to spend more time with you, Kitten! I promise! Okay, well I have to go! I love you, Kitten! Forever and always xx -H"
I smile to myself. He was so sweet, I loved it. I get a text, and it's from Luze.
"Hey! Are you ready for the live stream?"
"Yes! I'm so excited! We should watch it together!"
"Yes we should! I'll be over in a minute!"
"Okay!"
I smile again, and sit on the couch while I wait for Luze to arrive.
Fifteen minutes later, she's here. "Took you long enough!" I say letting her in. "I'm sorry!" She giggles. She walks in, and I close the door, we sit on the couch. My computer was on coffee table. It was on the livestream thing, saying that we had an hour or so left. I felt my wrist stinging, and I wince. "What's wrong?" Luze asks. Should I tell her? No. She would think that I was weak, and I couldn't let her think that. Not even Harry. "Nothing." I say, shaking my head. "Are you sure?" She asks. "Yeah, I'm sure." I say, nodding. "If something's wrong, just tell me." Luze says. "I would, but I can't." I sigh. "Is it that bad?" She asks. "Yes.." I whisper. "I won't get mad." She says. "Promise?" I ask. "Promise." She says, nodding. "Okay, well, I cut myself." I sigh. "Why?" She asks. "Because, well, I can't tell you why." I say. "Why not?" She crosses her arms. "Because, you'll get mad for sure." I snort. "Did someone tell you to do it?" She asks, raising an eyebrow. "Maybe." I whisper. "Who was it?" She asks. "It was Taylor.." I say softly. "Are you serious?" She asks. "Yes. And I know I sound stupid to cut just because she told me to, but she had really good reasons for me to do it." I say. "What were they?" She asks. "It doesn't matter. All that matters is that I cut myself, because I'm weak." I whisper. "You're not weak." Luze says, shaking her head. "Yes I am. I had to cut only because a girl who I know who hates me told me to." I say. "Yeah. She must've said some pretty hurtful stuff. Almost half of the world hates you Kally-" I cut her off. "Oh yeah, thanks for reminding me." I roll my eyes. "I didn't mean it like that. It's just, how could you not cut with the whole world hating on you?" She asks. "You're right, but I'm suppose to stay strong for Harry, and I keep failing him." I whisper. "Harry understands that it's hard. He won't get mad at you, and he won't hate you for it. You stayed strong long enough. You just couldn't handle it anymore." She says. "I guess you're right." I whisper. "I am.." She smiles. "Why do I feel so guilty, though?" I ask. "I don't know. Maybe because you feel like you've let Harry down, but you didn't. You just couldn't handle it anymore. That's all." She says. "Are you sure?" I ask. "Yep." She says. "So, should I tell him, then?" I say. "Of course!" She says. "I'm scared.." I whisper. "He won't divorce you or anything, Kally. Just tell him." Luze says. "It's not that easy. He'll make me feel bad." I say, shaking my head. "Well, he might, but just know that he doesn't do it on purpose." Luze says. "Yeah, okay." I say. "Yes. Now let's talk about something happy!" She giggles. "Okay fine." I giggle. "So, how's the baby?" Luze asks. "Good. She's been kicking a lot." I smile. "Same here!" Luze says. "Yeah, I'm just scared for the delivery." I say. "Same, but it'll be okay." Luze nods, and so do I. "You look bigger than I do, that's not fair!" I pout. "I am not!" She giggles. "Whatever." I giggle. She giggles more, and so do I. I go on my phone, and go to Instagram. I see Niall and Harry being complete idiots, I gasp. It's beautiful. "What?" Luxe asks. "Narry!" I say, showing her the pic. "Cute, but they're complete teases." Luze says. "Agreed." I say. I keep scrolling, and then I see a picture of where the boys will be sitting. "That's a pretty cool setup." I say. "It is." Luze says. "How much time do we have left?" She asks a few minutes later. "Uh, I don't know. Still an hour or so." I say. "Eh, it's better than three, I guess." She shrugs. "Yeah, you're right." I whisper. We keep scrolling, and I see a picture of Harry's house. This house. It had the exact address and everything. "Oh my gosh." I whisper. "Well, that's not creepy at all." Luze says. "Even more fans are going to be coming here now!" I say. "Wait, fans have been coming here already?" She asks, raising an eyebrow again. "Yes.." I say. "That's creepy. You guys need to move." Luze says. "I love this house, though." I pout. "It is a really good looking house." Luze says. "Yeah, but they don't really do much. All they do is just knock, and fangirl." I shrug. "I can see that!" Luze laughs. "Yep.." I giggle. "I can't wait for the baby to live here. Hope she doesn't get lost." Luze says. "I know right!" I laugh. I couldn't wait either. Harry and I with our first kid. It was absolutely an amazing feeling.