Chapter 40

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Harry's P.O.V
I have a very busy week ahead of me. Yesterday, Liam, Niall, Louis, and I, were on the Today Show. Zayn was sick, so he couldn't attend the performance. I didn't have much time for Kally which makes me very upset. I know she gets upset, knowing that I can't spend very much time with her as I used to. I know she feels like as if I'm ignoring her, but I'm not trying to. I promise. Today I wasn't busy at all, and it was a very special day for Kally and I. Today was the day when Kally and I very first met. I wanted to make this day very, very special for her. Usually, I wake up with a smile on my face, but today, it was different. I woke up with a huge smile that was bigger, and brighter than ever. Kally's back was facing me, and I smile to myself. I snake my arms around her waist, and kiss her bare shoulder. I hear her giggle to herself, and I smile more. "Good morning beautiful." I mumble. "Good morning handsome." She says, turning on her back. She smiles at me. "Today's going to be a very special day." I whisper. "I sure hope so." She smiles. I smile back at her, and peck her lips. "I love you, Harry." She whispers. "I love you too, Kitten." I smile. "Do you have anything to do today?" She asks. "Nope. So this whole day is just going to be me and you." I smile. "Good." She smiles. She gets up, and walks into the bathroom. She showers, and brushes her teeth. I look at the time to see that's it's actually not morning, it's 1:30 PM. Kally walks out in my sweater. "It's 1:30, it's afternoon, not morning!" She giggles. "I know! Sorry!" I chuckle. She sits to next me on the bed, and I smile. Her bump was so beautiful. Our baby. "What?" She giggles. "Nothing, just our baby." I smile. I place my hand on her bump, and she smiles, so do I. The special moment is over by my phone ringing. "Hello?" I say. "Hey! Where are you?" It's Liam. "At the hotel, why?" I ask. "We have an interview! Get down here! Quickly!" He says. "Uh, okay! I'll be right there!" I say. I get up, and quickly put clothes on. "Where are you going?" She asks. "Uh, I have an interview." I say, putting on my shoes. "But, I thought you weren't busy." She says, sadly. "I know, I did, too. I'm sorry babe, but I really have to go!" I say. I quickly peck her lips, and rush out the door.
Kally's P.O.V
I knew it was too good to be true. He had to be busy on the most special day of our lives, but that's not his fault. I understand that he's busy. I just wish he'd had time for me again. We used to hang out all the time, now we can't even have a normal conversation without him running off to an interview or performance. I want some attention. I know I sound selfish, but that's all I want. Maybe Angie's right, I am an attention whore. Now I'm all alone on a very special day for who knows how long. I get a text. It's Luze.
"Hey! Guess where I am ;)"
"Uh, idk, where?"
"ORLANDO!"
"You flew here?!"
"Yes! Also because we have to cheer for a game tonight!"
True. We cheered yesterday night too, and I got to say, it's pretty fun!
"True! Well you know where I am! Come on!"
"Okay!"
I smile, finally able to talk to someone.
Harry's P.O.V
I felt very bad that I had to leave Kally on our special day. I thought I could spend the rest of the day with her, but I am wrong. We have to perform tonight. I felt like I had let Kally down. Again. I told her that today was going to be special, and that we'll spend the whole together, and I blew it. I totally blew it. Why did I have to be so busy all the time? I needed time to breathe, and spend time with my wife. I miss her. Even though she's with me, I still miss her. I never have to just sit down, and have a nice conversation with her, or to ask her how her day's been or something like that. I'm never there for her. Ever. And I feel like the worst husband on earth at this point.
Kally's P.O.V
Luze and I have been talking, and laughing for awhile now. "So, do you and Harry have anything planned for today?" She smirks at me. "No." I sigh. "Why not?" She looks sad now. "Because he's too busy." I mutter. "Oh." She says. "Yeah. So much for a special day, right?" I say. "I'm sorry, Kally." She says. "It's fine, don't worry about it." I sigh. "You want to go to Disney World?" She asks. "Harry was suppose to take me." I whisper. "I thought you went Sunday." She says. "We were, but we decided to get some rest after the long flight." I say. "Oh, so is that a yes or no?" She asks. "I want to, but I'll feel bad since I'm going with you instead of him." I say. "Oh, yeah, I understand." She says. "It's basically the only time we'll be able to spend together." I whisper. "I'm sorry." She says. "It's fine." I shake my head. But really, it wasn't.
I had to practice for cheerleading, so Luze and I went to the school, and practiced. Most of the students wanted to take pictures with me, which I liked, and enjoyed very much. "Look at you, got yourself some fans." Luze elbows me, and I elbow back. "Mhm." I giggle. "Do you think that Harry will be able to make it for the game?" Christina asks. "Uh, I don't know. I'll ask." I say, pulling out my phone. She nods, and then walks off, leaving Luze and I alone. I call him, and his phone rings, and rings, and rings, until finally he picks. "Hello?" He says. "Yeah, uh, do you think you'll be able to come to the game?" I say. "I'm sorry, baby, but I can't." He says. My heart drops. "O-Oh." I say. "I'm sorry, babe, I really am, I really wanted to come, and see you." He says. "I-It's fine, bye." I say, and then hang up. I don't know why I did that. I feel tears starting to form, and I rush to the bathroom. "Kally!" Luze calls. I ignore her, and reach the bathroom, running into one of the stalls. "Kally? Are you alright?" Luze asks, banging on the door. "Yeah, I'm fine, just go back out there I'll be out in a second." I say. "Are you sure?" She asks. "Yeah." I say. "Okay." She sighs. I hear her footsteps, I slightly open the door to see if she's really gone. I walk out, and sit against a wall. Why was this happening? All I wanted to do was spend time with Harry. That's it! Is that so much to ask for? Apparently so since I can barely do it anymore. Harry and I used to be inseparable, and now, we're complete strangers. I cry, and cry, and cry. I seem to cry harder every minute like I always do. I just wish he was there for me. That's all I wanted. That's all I needed.
Harry's P.O.V
I was on my way back to the hotel. Even if Kally didn't have to cheer for a game, I'd still have to rush off again. Words can not describe how bad I feel right now. I can hear the sadness, and disappointment in her voice. I could tell she was getting ready to cry. That's when I fell apart. I didn't want to make her feel as if I was neglecting her, or ignoring her, because I wasn't. I what her to understand that I have a very busy schedule at the moment, and that it's not my fault. But to be honest, I don't think she'll ever understand.
Kally's P.O.V
The game was getting ready to start, and the girls and I were in formation. We stood there with our hands behind our backs, sharing little conversations with each other. "Are you okay?" Luze whispers. "I'm fine." I sigh. "Are you sure? You looked really upset." Christina says, turning around. She was in front of us. "Well, yeah, I was, but I'm fine now." I say. "Okay." She says, and turns back around. Luze watches the game again, and I stand there, acting like I'm paying attention, when really all I can think about is Harry.
Harry's P.O.V
We were at the show, getting ready to go out. Zayn had arrived from London. He was very ill, but to some other people, he was on drugs, which was very wrong of them to say, and it made me very mad to hear them say that about Zayn like that. What was even worse was that he wasn't there to defend himself. But that's okay, we did it for him. The boys were talking while I stood by myself, and thought about Kally. I wish I could see her cheer. I had already seen her yesterday, but today was different. I wanted to take a picture of her after the game, and show the world that I was proud of my little girl. That's all I wanted. That's all I needed.
Kally's P.O.V
One of the teams got done playing, now it was another team. I sit with some friends while I waited to go back in my position. The game starts, and our coach isn't here. I get up, and walk over to Christina. "Do we have to cheer?" I ask. "I don't know." She shrugs. I turn, and her comes Brittany. "We have to cheer!" She says. "Okay." I say. I noticed that there was a girl missing, and I wasn't the only one. "Where's Bridgit?" Christina asks. "She's threw up." Brittany says. Christina and I cringed. I hated to hear about someone get sick. It made me feel very uncomfortable. This time I'm in the front instead of the back. We decide to just wing it, and cheer. We do a few cheers, and everything seems do be going good.
Finally, the game was over, and I can finally lie down. "Do you need a ride?" Christina asks. "Uh, yeah, sure." I say. She nods, and we walk outside. The wind hits my bare legs, and I shiver. We reach Christina's car, we get in. We start to drive, and it's very silent. I still cringe at the face of someone getting sick. That's what it does to me. Haunts me until the next day. I was very weird. I didn't understand me at all. "So, why didn't Harry come?" She asks. "He had things to do." I whisper. "Ooh." She says. "Yeah." I sigh. "I just remembered today's the day you guys first met. You guys didn't do anything special?" She says. "Nope." I sigh. "Oh, how does that make you feel?" She asks. "Like he doesn't have to for me anymore. Which he doesn't." I say. "It'll be okay." She shrugs. "I hope so.." I say, under my breath. But I already know that it won't.
I get to the hotel room, and Harry is laying down on the bed. "Hey." He says. "Hi." I whisper. "Listen Kally, I-" I cut him off. "Drop it, Harry." I say. I take the bow out of my hair, and take my coat off. "But-" I cut him off again. "I don't know want to talk about it! Okay?" I say. "Okay." He says softly. I grab the sweater on the bed, and go into the bathroom, putting it on. I walk out, and sit on the bed with a sigh. "Please talk to me." Harry says. "I'm tired." I say. "Babe, please don't be mad." He says. "How could I not be mad?! Today was suppose to be special! I didn't get to spend not even second with you, Harry! And you don't want me to be mad?!" I snap. "Babe, I said I'm sorry!" He says. "Look Harry, all I wanted was to spend the day with you, but I guess we can't do that anymore. Let's face it, Harry. You're too busy to spend any time with me, okay? You just don't have time for me anymore, that's it. Let's just face it." I shrug. "That's not true." He shakes his head. "Yes it is. If you don't mind, I'm going to go to bed. Happy six years, Harry." I mutter. I turn on my side, and fall asleep, letting a very not so special day, slip away from me...

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