please love yourself
I tell this to everyone but myself
you see there's a person inside
trying not to be a hypocrite, I swear she resides
you can see her if you want cause sometimes she tries
she looks in the mirror and she cries
she hates herself immensely
criticizes herself intensely
tries to stay friendly
but stares at people intensely
ha, she's super empty
there's a part of her that breaks the norm
decides not to conform
but inside she's torn
there's a beauty inside and she can't see it
if this is how it's gonna be so be it
she wants to try but shit
she dies inside and it's whatever
just a bit under the weather
how's the weather
oh it's fine, everything is better
is it though
is it really
feel like throwing up every single time you look in the mirror
feel like dying every time you go to Sunday school she like a sinner
getting a bit quieter, a bit thinner
the happiness just got dimmer
the amount she can hold inside got to the brim
things are looking kinda grim
gotta fix up her within
don't even know where to begin
hope you don't see that everything is on a whim
kinda drowning but can't even swim
kinda stupid, don't know where to begin
kinda foolish you should see what she's done
kinda stupid her demons have won
having a mental break down but life is great
she's trying hard to look in her mirror and say
I love me
all of it
my ins and out
all this shit
without a minute of regret
to conquer it
to feel it properly
without a threat
to say
I love myself
all of it
to look up at the stars
and feel good and shit
