An ode to me
ive been 16 for a month now
And things are the same as they have been
Maybe a bit worse
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
It kinda feels like the dark could win
I know its not the best thing but things have gotten bad
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
Do you know that I'm giving up now?
An ode to me
Ive been alive for a while
When will this stupid facade go out of style
An ode to me
A procrastinator at heart
Forgetting things right and left
Oh man, my life is unkempt
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
Ive messed up big time now
The part of me that's lost is starting to show
How much more of me will go?
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
My low point keeps going lower than it ever has
I surround myself with quotes
Become the person you needed in the past
But what if you can't get over that
What if you are kinda lost and going nowhere
Your hair's a mess
You act more childish than ever
Tell yourself you'll get over it but will you ever
Existing is too hard
and to not is harder
Each path I take drags me down farther
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
Do you know that I'm giving up now?
An ode to me
Ive been alive for a while
When will this stupid facade go out of style
An ode to me
A procrastinator at heart
Forgetting things right and left
Oh man, my life is unkempt
An ode to me
Ive been 16 for a month now
Ive messed up big time now
The part of me that's lost is starting to show
How much more of me will go?
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This was written a month after I turned 16 but I just decided to post it now
