Mates

Chapter 12

Lexa

She was squirming trying to remove my grip. I threw her in the bed hovering and holding both her hands overhead. Pinning her down. She yelled at me but i was too pissed off to even care. I know my knines are now showing. "I hate you.." she said. I look at her scanning her beautiful face then answered "I know.." then invaded her lips. I kissed her hard letting her know how i felt. She tried to push me away but i know i am too strong for her  then suddenly she bit my lips causing me to back away. I growled at her. She responded by slapping me on the face. My eyes soften when i saw tears running down her eyes. I slowly moved away and turned my back on her. I held my head trying to control my emotions. How could this girl make me lose my mind in just seconds. "I'm sorry.." i said softly without looking at her. " I'm just worried.. I.. I just don't want anything happen to you.. I'm sorry i got carried away with my emotions..but I don't know who or what we are up against.. If you'll be vulnerable just like this you won't be able to defend yourself.." i felt the bed move then all of a sudden warm hands wrapped around my waist. I felt her leaned on my back." I'm sorry also for making you worry and for slapping you.. I didn't mean to do it.. " i caressed her hand then answered" I deserve that.. " turning around looking directly at her lovely face. I was stunned how beautiful she is and i can't believe she's mine. I can't help myself but leaned over claiming her lips once again and just like that she stopped my world from spinning.

Akasha

We teleported in an unfamiliar room. I turned to her and she frustratedly sighed while walking back and forth in front of me.. "What's wrong..?" i asked softly. She stopped pacing then looked at me I was about to read her mind but she stopped me "DONT! don't read my mind.." she said. "I'm sorry.. I didn't mean to offend you.." i said. She sat down harshly on the bed then covered her face. Silence reigned the room minutes later she finally spoke. "why.." she said half whispered. "I don't know what you mean.." i answered. She looked at me with pain in her eyes. "why did you even come into my life.. And for all those decades why now.." i looked down avoiding her piercing eyes. "I can't answer that.." i said. "Why not?! You're a goddess you know things beyond more than I do!" she answered with frustrations in her voice. I felt pain inside my heart. I can feel that she doesn't want me and I'm just another problem in her life. "I already accepted your rejection Princess.. I never wanted to burden you.. As i said 'ant hurun.." "what does it even mean?!" she said angrily. "It means you're free.." i said weakly. She heavily sighed looking at me with that beautiful brown eyes of hers. I could die with her intense gaze. "I love her.."she honestly confessed. i clasp my hand together trying to contain the pain. "I know.." i answered. "no you don't know! I missed her so much.. Every second i spend my life here in this world without her pains me. Killing me softly. I wanted to take my own life. I couldn't feel anything anymore except pain and loneliness.." she said and indeed i could feel every pain in her heart. I clenched my hands together almost scratching myself." but suddenly you came along.. Making me confused.. Making me feel things i dont want to feel.. You're not her.. " she continued. I felt the tears that I've been holding back slowly pouring down. "it feels like I betrayed her for feeling something for you..and i won't allow that to happen.." she said with words that felt like daggers targeting my poor heart. I moved towards her and without hesitation i wrapped my arms around her. Giving her comfort even though I'm dying inside i still dont want to see her in pain. I scanned her beautiful face memorizing every detail cause i dont know if I could hold her like this again. She looked at me with so much emotions in her eyes that i could easily melt. I leaned close softly kissing her forehead trailing towards her eyes, nose, cheeks then i look at her once more asking permission for what I'm about to do. She didn't moved away or looked away as i slowly moved towards her lips and when her lips finally touches mine every nerve in my body responded to her. I deepened the kiss passionately claiming her lips. She hesitate to respond at first but later on gave in. I kissed her pouring every emotions i could give. She pulled me closer making me sit on her lap while still kissing passionately. I didn't want this moment to end. If only i could go back time and i was the one she met first i will do everything for her, love her unconditionally.. But i know that would be too good to be true. We gasp for air as we finally broke the kiss. I caress her lovely face and she leaned to my touch. I wiped off the remains of her tears and kissed her eyes once more. "I can never replace her inside your heart princess.. She will always be the owner of that.." i said as i pointed her chest where her heart is located. I slowly stood up then moved away. "Maybe in the other life I could get the chance to hold that too.." i said while smiling. "i wish you all the best in life.." as i said the final words i teleported before she could see me broke down and cry. I kneeled down on the soft grass crying my heart out. I felt the wind caress my skin but i didn't mind the cold cause i already felt numb. I didn't know love could be this painful. Its true what they said love is weakness.