Can I really love the Alpha?

Bad News

I was released from the hospital within a day. The doctor said to stay in bed for 2 weeks. "Alyssa next time you might not be that lucky. Please be careful." the doctor said.
"I will I promise."
I still hadn't seen my brother, Stiles, not even Derek. I am just a stupid teenager with a stupid crush. How could a guy like Derek Hale like me? I am so stupid to get my hopes up.
When I walk inside the house I see Scott Stiles looking guilty. I had just ran up to both of them and gave them a hug.
"I have missed you morons so much." I say while hugging them I feel like this moment is a perfect moment. I never want it to end.
" Lyss please forgive me for what I did to-" I cut Scott off.
"It is already done." then I hug him even tighter. I missed my brother so much. He is always there for me when I need him.
I go up to my room exhausted from the excitement of one day. I decide to take a nap. When I wake up I see Derek sitting on the edge of my bed.
Without saying a word he gives me the biggest hug ever. I screamed a little because he pushed on my fresh stiches.
"Sorry you just kind of hurt me stiches when you hugged me." I said embarrassed. I was embarrassed I couldn't look him the eyes.
"No I am sorry I am the reason you were in the hospital in the first place."
When I looked up he crushed his lips on mine. At first I was shocked he pulled away but, I grabbed him and pulled his lips to mine.
When I looked up all I saw was his blood red eyes. The same eyes that almost bit me the same eyes that almost killed me and sent me to the hospital. I fall of the bed and start crying.
"You, You have those eyes you have Peter's eyes. The eyes of the one who tried to kill." I manage to say that through my tears.
Derek starts to walk towards me. I quiever as he comes closer. "Alyssa I am still Derek. I am just an alpha now." He says with a sad look in his eyes. I just stay put and cry into my hands.
I feel strong arms reach around me.
I don't know what to do. I look up into Derek's eyes and I know what I have to say. "I accept you for you just don't become a power hungry werewolf." I laugh and then I feel Derek press his lips against mine.
Derek stays with me until I fall asleep. We barely talked but it wasn't awkward. We just lied down on my bed.
When I wake up in the morning Derek is still there and his arms are still tightly around me.
Scott knocks on the door and then comes. His face is as red as it could possibly be.
I get up really fast and I pull him out of my room.
"Are you kidding Alyssa. He is a bad guy. He is going to hurt you. You can do so much better." He said in a menacing tone."Plus do you want to be on this season of 16 and pregnant."
Tears start falling down face. "You know how I feel about so, don't even joke. And for your information when I was almost raped at Lyd's party he was the one who came to save me. You weren't there for me he was." He just walks away from me.
I go into my room and just stair at Derek. "You know starring is rude."
"Sorry I wasn't trying to be." I blush and look away. My eyes must have been puffy.
" Are you okay?" He asks me.
"Yea I am fine"
"Alyssa I am werewolf remember I can hear your heartbeat."
"Scott just said something that I guess you could say hit me hard."i say holding back me tears.
"Was it about me?" I was unable to answer without crying. He comes over to me and hugs me "It is okay Alyssa I am here. I won't hurt you."
Derek left cause he had to take care of something.
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The rest of my day was boring I just watched all my shows that I had missed. Them I begin to remember I can't just stop being a hunter. I made an oath. Even though I am not suppose to be out of bed an be in physically active I take my bike out of my garage and ride to Allison's house. Chris answers the door and smiles.
"Alyssa come in, come in. How are you feeling?" He sad with excitement.
" I am okay and I just wanted to let you know I will not give up. I still want to train and be a hunter. We have to keep innocent people from dieing and I want to help."
Chris looks at me and smiles. "Good. But for now go back and get some rest."
When I get home I see Stiles and Allison. They look angry.
"Where the hell were you?" Stiles screams.
" We were worried sick!" Allison says.
"I was talking to your dad and telling him I want to continue training when I am healed."
" Does that mean you aren't going to see Derek anymore?" Stiles and Allison ask excidetly.
"No, why would I stop seeing him?"
"Cause you will be a werewolf hunter and he will be an alpha."
"So what?" I exclaim.
"Don't be nieve Alyssa he won't want to date a werewolf hunter." Stiles says. Can feel my hear start to break when he says that. I storm up to my room and lock the door.
I ended up falling asleep on my bed for a few hours. I woke up to see Derek sitting at the edge of my bed.
"Twice in one day. What a treat." I say with a huge smile on my face but, Derek looks serious.
"Alyssa you are done being a hunter right?"
"No I was going to continue my training with Chris. We will kill people like Peter not werewolves like you or Scott. I will make sure of it."
"Why do you still want to be a hunter?" Derek asks with a puzzled look on his face.
"Because I want to save innocent people whether they are super natural or not."
Derek leans over and kisses me. Of course I kiss him back. "That is what I like to hear." he says while we pationitly kiss.
"Tomorrow night would you like to go on a date with me." Derek asks me with a smile on his face.
"Of course I would love to." and with that Derek left and I went back to sleep.
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I woke up the next morning at 5:00 am. My mom had an early morning shift at the hospital so she wasn't home and Scott wakes up for school at 6:00 am. Even though I am mad at him for what he said he is still my brother and he cares about me. So, I decided to be a good sister and make him chocolate chip pancakes, beacon and eggs for breakfeast. At 6:00 I go up to his room to find him and Allison. I was furious. Not that Scott and Allison were serious about eachother but that he was being a hypocrite. I wake him up and instead of embarrassing him in front of Allison which I should have done I talked to him outside his room.
"Are you joking?" I look at him very seriously.
"What are you talking about?"
"Allison stayed over the night in your room while you are giving me lectures about Derek staying with me. You are such a hypocrite."
"At least Allison is not a bad guy who is an alpha now. Plus we are using protection."
When my brother said that I wanted to die. I love my brother but that was to much information. "Number 1 I am not sleeping with Derek. Number 2 way too much information. I don't need to be hearing that."
" Derek is a bad guy and is just going to end up hurting you don't you see that."
"Whatever. By the way I made you a wonderful breakfeast in the kitchen asshole." I couldn't stand it anymore. I just had to get away from him. I grabbed my black converse and went for a walk.
I didn't know if I should go to Derek or not. I was sure if we were at a point in our relationship were we could do that. I ended up walking Stiles house. When I knocked at the door Sheriff Stilinski answered.
"Hey kiddo how have you been feeling since you were released from the hospital? I have missed seeing you around here."
"I am getting better everyday." Sherifd Stilinski pulls me into a big hug and then tells me Stiles is up stairs getting ready for school but, that I could go up.