Can I really love the Alpha?

The wanting goes on

I wake up Monday morning still exhausted from what had happened last week.
I have been trying to direct myself with school work and I am going to start my training today with Allison. I went in sweatpants and a sweat shirt. At this point I don't really care what I look like. I am done dating for awhile.
Scott and I jumped into aStiles' jeep.
" Alyssa are you okay? You look like shit!"
"Just what every girl wants to hear."
I say in a sarcastic tone.
"Alyssa are you okay?" Scott says with concern in his eyes.
"Yeah I am fine I'm just not in the mood to impress anybody." I said with a serious look on my face.
"I am so not looking forward to chemistry with Mr. Harris I don't feel like getting another stupid to detention it's such bullshit." Says stiles.
"How are you and Allison?" I say.
"we are okay we're just trying to get past her parents. We have to be extra careful now since they installed cameras in the wrong.also because Gerard is in town he needs after every werewolf." Said Scott with a concerned look upon his face.
The three of us walk into to school and I go straight to English.
All we did was take notes and discuss our homework that we had over the weekend.
The whole class Scott and Allison were starting at eachother and stiles was doodling in his notebook.
The whole day was boring until gym class. We had to have a rock climbing competition. Scott and Allison got paired and the whole time he stayed behind her and starred at her ass. He is such a disscusting hormonal teenager.
Then I was paired with who would have guessed the scum bag of the earth Jackson. He kept slowing down when I did so I ended up rushing so he would stop and then my hand slipped and when I opened my eyes I was nearly against the floor.
"McCal you can do better then that come on!! Next and last is Erica and Stiles." Couch said.
Within 10 minutes Stiles had descended down.
"Come on Erica come down." couch says aggitated.
"Couch you know she is epileptic right?" Allison says.
"Why doesn't anybody tell me these things."
They talk Erica in to coming down and then I run over to her, "Erica are you okay?" I give her hug in the middle of my question.
"I am fine she says then pulls away."
I go into the locker room when I hear aStiles and Scott running. I quickly through on my shirt and I am just able to see Scott catch Erica before she hit the ground.
I scream, " Lay her on her side and call 911." I run over and stay with her until th paramedics get there and take her.
"Stiles can I borrow your jeep I just want to make sure she is okay."
"Yea just have it back her before school is over."
I sprint to his car and start off straight for the hospital. when I get there I see my mom.
"Hey mom what room is Erica in?"
"She is right over there." my mom points to the door that is left of me.

" Oh my god Erica are you okay you scared the living crap out of me." I say with tears running down my cheek. Although it didn't seem like we were that close but Erica was my friend and I hated seeing her like that.
"I am fine I promise please don't cry and go back to school. You don't need to be getting a detention from Harris." she says with a smirk.
"Okay but call me and let me know what the doc says okay?"
"Okay I promise now go."she said.
On my way out I saw Derek. I have no idea why he was at the hospital but, I tried to ignore him so I would stop thinking about him all the time.
I rush back to school and am able to get there right before mr. Harris's class. If I miss his class I am dead.
Issac's seat was still empty so I am assuming he was not cleared from all the charges. I wonder were Derek is hiding him. I hope he is okay though. I just want to be a friend to him. The bite changes your life sometimes for the better but, sometimes for the worst. I want to help him make the right decisions.
I know Derek is his alpha but based on his personality I don't think he will guide Issac or anybody else he has bitten properly.
I was snapped out of my thoughts by the sound of Mr. Harris yelled ,"Ms. McCal snap out of your little trans your in and then answer the question."
Stiles and Scott looked at me with puzzled faces a rarely ever do that in class.
At the end of the day Scott and I walked to Stiles' locker.
"I hope Erica is okay. She was suppose to call me when she saw the doctor." I say with a worried look in my eye.
"I don't know don't worry I bet she is fine." Scott says.
"Do you guys know why Derek would have been at the hospital?" I say they both looked at me with confused expressions.
"I have no clue." stiles says. " Maybe he was looking for people to turn."
"Maybe but, I for sure have no clue." Scott says.
Stiles had finally gotten to our house. We all went inside. Scott and Stiles went to Scott's room and I went to mine to do homework.
I called Erica because she had still not called me. There was no answer.
I wasn't really feeling like myself so I didn't even have dinner after I finished my homework I went straight to bed.
The next morning I put on my jeans with my red flannel shirt. I slipped on my old crappy black converse and I slightly curled my hair. Last but, not least I put on my mascara with a nude eyeshadow, blush, undercover, and a little bit of red lipstick.
I ran downstairs I saw Scott and Stiles talking and eating breakfast. I assume that he just slept over. I opened the fridge and poured myself a glass of orange juice. When I sat down at the table Stiles and Scott stopped talking as if I was not suppose to hear.
"Why did you guys stop talking I want to get in on this disscusion."
"It is nothing don't worry about it." Scott says I just roll my eyes.
"Whatever and by the way I am going over Allison's later to study. We were going to start our training but Mr.Argent canceled."
"Okay, lets get going we can't be late for school." Scott says.
When we got to school I started looking for Erica I had still not seen her all day or heard from her. I went to English and through the rest of my classes.
At lunch Lydia, Stiles, Scott, Allison and I were just talking about mindless things when all of a sudden Erica walks in. She looks so different.
She is wearing red lipstick a tight leather skirt that comes about mid thigh and I super tight shirt.
"What happened to her?" Lydia looks pissed off.
"What do you mean? I think she looks hot." Stiles says with a smirk on his face.
Erica begins to leave the cafeteria.
Scott and I look at each other and start running after Erica. Stiles of course runs after us. Scott and I know Derek gave her the bite. I hate him for that.
Our theory was supported when we see Erica get into Derek's black camiaro.
He looks and the Scott and Stiles he smirks but, towards me his look became less harsh.
"We need to figure out who is going to bite next and stop him." Scott says.
"I agree." Stiles says and I just nod.
Every single time I am not thinking about him I am reminded of him.
After school Allison and I went to the mall then for some dinner. So much for studying. On our way home we have to stop at the gas station.
"I am gonna step out with you I ate to much food!" I say and we both giggle.
We both see a guy on a motorcycle and he smiles at the both of us. That was odd. All of a sudden all of the lights in the gas station go out. Allison and I look at eachother and jump in the car.
The keys are not in the ignition. We both get out of the car to look for them and that is when it became black.
I wake up to see Chris tied up in front of me and Allison tied up next to me.