INEVITABLE ♕ legacies [1]

⤛SEVENTEEN⤜

"Stop!" I screamed, pushing Zaid off me and I felt tears come to my eyes. What was that? Why was I with Clarke? I lost a baby?

"W-What was that?"

"That was your memories of that day."

"Why-how is that possible? Why do you remember that?"

"After your rampage of killing everyone in your sight, you came up to Heaven to finish the job. You had lost your baby, you had lost Ryan and you caused a memory block because it was too much."

"T-That doesn't make any sense."

"Malivore is on Earth and we live in Heaven, completely two different planes. You left Earth to come home and finish the job, you were in such an angry state. I was the one who got to you, and I had to block your memory. The only people who know are the angel court and father. We thought it would be better if you didn't know."

"I lost a baby?" I said, tears coming to my eyes and he nods shamefully.

"We didn't know. You were five months pregnant." Zaid says and I gasped, falling to the fall in shock crying into my hands.

"A-And Clarke?"

"We thought Clarke had died, and when I saw him everything was coming back. I didn't think I'd ever have to explain to you that you lost the love of your life and a baby. It would've been too much."

"Why are you telling me now? After so long? How am I supposed to go on knowing all of this?"

"You deserve to know the truth, and if you want to continue your life on Earth then you can." Zaid says and I didn't know how to react, "But you won't remember any of this."

"Wha-why?" I said, and he smiles sadly.

"I don't make the rules. I just needed to see you before I left. All you're going to know is that I'm in a better place."

"Zaid."

"I'm sorry it had to be like this Charmeine, I love you. You will soon figure it out on your own."

"I love you." I replied just before I blacked out.

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I gasped sitting up and I looked around frantically, I couldn't see anything my vision was blurred. I hear voices but everything was muffled making me freak out even more before everything was coming back to me.

"Charmeine?" I hear and I looked to see Hope.

"Hope?"

"Ohmygod, you're okay." She says, bringing me into a hug and I wrapped my arms around her.

"How long was I out?" I asked, pulling away from her and she sniffles.

"About 72 hours, broke your personal record." Hope says, and I smiled a little before she looks at me seriously, "Do you remember anything?"

"I-I don't-," I said, frowning before the events came back to me and my lip quivers. I looked at Hope with tears in my eyes, shaking my head.

"I'm sorry Charmeine." She says, hugging me again and I break down in her arms.

"He's gone." I said, and she holds me in her arms tight letting me cry in her arms. After crying for so long, I removed myself from Hope's arms and I sat there as she looks at me with a sad look.

"I'm sorry about your brother." She says and I looked at her.

"I'm sorry."

"Why were you sorry?"

"I left without telling you goodbye. You've had too many people in your life leave and I didn't want to stay around making things worse." I said and she chuckles.

"Make things worse? Being here with you was probably the only good thing, I had finally made a friend that stuck with me even though I was a complete asshole." Hope says, laughing and I joined her, "You're my best friend Mae and now you're stuck with me."

"I sure hope so." I said, smiling and she does the same. We were talking for a while before there was a knock on the door before it opens, showing Nate standing there.

"Well, well, well, if it isn't my favourite angel?" He says and I smiled.

"Nate, I'm the only angel you know." I said, and he chuckles.

"I'm going to let you two talk." Hope says, giving me a smirk before walking out and I chuckled lowly to myself.

"You seem to look better." Nate says, walking towards me.

"Yeah, feeling better too."

"I'm sorry about your brother." Nate says and I smiled lightly.

"It's alright, I guess I should've spent less time hating him for what he did." I said, shrugging.

"You can't keep blaming yourself for what happened. Just know that your brother loves you even past his mistakes." He says and I smirked a little.

"When did you get so wise?"

"I've been hanging around this girl and she taught me a lot."

"She sounds smart." I said, smirking and he does the same.

"She's smart, funny, absolutely amazing. Everything I love in a girl." Nate says, getting closer to me.

My smirk drops from my face and I looked at him, smiling a little. He comes in closer and he goes to kiss me and even though I wanted to as a normal teenager, I couldn't do it. Looking at him, I only had one person on my mind.

"Nate..." I said, looking at him and he smiles lightly pulling away.

"I guess I should've known."

"I like you, I do very much so. You are sweet, caring and everything I like in a guy. But-,"

"You love him." Nate says and I try to find the words before sighing.

"I'm sorry."

"What's there to be sorry about? I had my time with you and you gave me a chance despite your feelings for him. I saw it on the first night I met you." He says and I give him a look, "Doesn't mean I won't wait for you. I've got plenty of years on me."

"Maybe if I had met you first." I said, and he smiles.

"Maybe. I'll see you around angel." Nate says leaving and I chuckled lightly as he left.