Unordinary // Sam Wilkinson

Chapter 34

2 weeks later
For the past couple weeks, Sam has been totally distant. He will go to the studio, go do god knows what, and come home drunk at 1:00 in the morning. It's like I don't know what I ever did to fail, if I wasn't good enough. I have been hanging out with Arden, Andrea, and Kaitlyn lately and we have become really close, but all I can ever think about is Sam. We barely even say two words to each other lately. I'm snapped out of my thoughts from the front door opening. Oh look a new record, 3:00 am!

"Where have you been?" I ask. Sam completely ignores my question and walks to the kitchen, grabbing a bag of chips

"Where have you been?" I repeat, more sternly this time. Again, ignored.

"Wow Samuel, I'm so done" I say, causing Sam's head to pop up at the use of his full name

"What do you mean?" He asks, coming closer to me

"I MEAN THAT YOU LEAVE IN THE MORNING AND COME HOME FUCKING DRUNK AT TWO AM. YOU BARELY EVEN SAY THREE WORDS TO ME. THATS WHAT I MEAN" I yell

"MAYBE I DONT WANT TO HANG AROUND MY CLINGY ASS GIRLFRIEND" He yells

"CLINGY? ARE YOU KIDDING ME SAM? I UNDERSTAND YOU HAVE A LIFE, I UNDERSTAND THAT YOU WANT TIME WITH THE GUYS, BUT TWO FUCKING WEEKS WITH BARELY ACKNOWLEDGING ME" I yell back

"MAYBE I DONT LOVE YOU ANYMORE" he yells back. His once angry eyes, then turn to sadness, obviously regretting what he said

"I-I.." I start to say but nothing comes out, except for tears. Lots and lots of tears.

"Oh my god baby girl you know I didn't me-" Sam starts to say but I cut him off

"Sam, just stop. I need some time. I think it's best if you leave" I say more calmly, my breathing regulating. Sam nods his head sadly and leaves the apartment

Once Sam leaves, I start crying more than ever. My legs turn shaky and I fall to the floor, pulling out my phone to call kaitlyn

"Emma, why the fuck are you calling me at 4 am?" She asks

"Sam and I had a fight" I say sobbing

"I'll be there in 5" she says hanging up the phone.

Kaitlyn gets here about 5 minutes later and manages to stop my crying

"Emma, tell me everything" she says

"H-he told me he doesn't love me anymore" I say, my voice shaky as more tears threaten to spill out, but I hold them back

"Oh babe you know that's not true" she says, embracing me in a hug "you guys are going to work this out, you're the strongest couple I know"

"Are you sure?" I ask

"Positive. Just take the night for both of you to cool off, and you can talk tomorrow." She says and I nod

We watch movies and eat junk food as I cry, typical right? Kaitlyn decides to spend the night since it's so late

"Thanks for everything, kaitlyn" I say

"No problem, that's what best friends are for right?"