Unordinary // Sam Wilkinson

Chapter 35

"Emma you should really apologies to Sammy, this is ridiculous..not talking for a week AND it's your 1 year, that's a big deal" kaitlyn says
"It's only been 3 days, and I don't have shit to apologies for, he does. So when he grows up and actually apologizes I will talk to him" I say, exiting kaitlyns car
"I'm just sayin, if you guys break up, I don't know what I will have to live for...except for this IHOP were about to eat" she says causing me to laugh
"I'm sure there's many other things to could live for, I mean he said it himself he doesn't love me anymore" I say. I swear my heart breaks every time I say that
"You know what I think? I think that that's a bunch of bullshit" kaitlyn says
"Hey jacks!" I say hugging each of them. We are meeting them for breakfast
"Hey baby" johnson says giving kaitlyn a kiss
"Okay, okay that's enough" I say laughing
"Sorry, you've been hogging my girlfriend, we haven't had time for this" johnson says laughing
"I need moral support" I say "how's Sam doing?"
"Why don't you just ask him yourself?" Kaitlyn asks
"Oh shut up, how's he doing?" I ask again
"He's doing horrible, Emma. I'm pretty sure he hasn't even showered since the fight, and I do not want my apartment smelling like that" gilinsky says. It breaks my heart to think of Sam doing as miserable as I am, I just want to cuddle him and kiss him
"You guys really need to talk this through, because, you look like shit....in a friendly way tho" johnson says
"Well, thanks. And he can grow a pair and talk to me first, it's his fault" I say
"That's the thing, Emma relationships aren't about who's 'fault' it is, they're about trust and love" gilinsky says
"I second that!" Kaitlyn says
"Since when did you become a relationship counselor?" I ask
"I need a girlfriend so bad that I spend most my time thinking about relationships" he says laughing
"Don't you and Andrea have something going on?" I ask wiggling my eyebrows
"Maybe" he smirks
We all order and food and talk about random things. It was nice to get my mind off the fight. It just breaks my heart to know that this is how our one year is going to happen. I mean, cone on, we are both 20 years old we should be able to talk this through
Kaitlyn drops me off at my apartment. I open the door to see Sam on the couch with tear stained eyes
"Sam what are you doing here?" I sigh, throwing my keys on the table
"During these last few days I realized that I need you more than I need air Emma. I want us to get married and buy a house with a white picket fence and have cute little babies, I want- I need you Emma. And I'm scared, that's just me. I became distant because I'm so damn scared of you not wanting to do those things with me. And I love you more than anything on this planet" Sam confesses. By this point I'm crying my eyes out
"Of course I want to marry you and buy a cliche house with a white picket fence and have miniature semmas, I couldn't think of any other way of living my life" I say. Sam then smashes his lips to mine, for the most passionate, loving kiss we have ever shared
"Happy one year" Sam says
"Happy one year baby" I say
"I got us tickets to go home for thanksgiving" Sam says
"Yes! Yes! Yes! Thanks babe" I say excitedly
"Let's go cuddle, those were the longest three days of my life" Sam says leading me to the bedroom