Newtmas Oneshots

The Death Cure

WARNING WARNING WARNING SPOILERS FOR TDC OK SO IF YO DO NOT WANT TO BE SPOILED DO NOT READ THIS OK?

Thomas's POV

I had the note in my hands. That horrible note that I don't want to even look at.

I always really liked Newt, but was too nervous to say anything about it. I would hang out with Minho a lot because I would feel intensely awkward around Newt. He was just so perfect. Everything about him, it was just so..

Stop, Thomas. You know that isn't right. Newt would never like me anyway...

But now he gave me this note. This note that is basically his death sentence. He wants me to kill him. Just because he thinks he's a Crank. I don't think of him that way. I still think of him as the guy in the Maze that I am very fond of.

But why did he choose me, of all people? Yeah he calls me by the nickname "Tommy," but that's not much. Even if I have a very tingly feeling inside whenever he says my nickname in his strong british accent.

I finally find Newt, sitting there, by himself. He looked very depressed, and I felt really bad. If only I could just stop this. We could all be happy, being friends and having happy lives.

But life never really has a happy ending.

I approach him as he looks up.

"So, what are you here for? you didn't bloody kill me at the Crank Palace.."
he says.

"I hadn't read the note yet. But now I have..." I say, then look away.

"Well, do it then!" Newt said.

"Why? Why, Newt?"

"Because I'm a bloody crank." he said, looking down. "And I don't want to hurt you or anyone else."

"But Newt.."

"DO IT!" he yelled

"I can't!" I screamed

"I know that you've always wanted to know how I got this buggin' limp, don't ya?" he said.

"Um... Yeah, I guess.." I said, going with the change of conversation.

"Well, I climbed up one of those bloody walls and jumped right off. I hated the place, Tommy." he said, and I felt the tingly thing inside of me like I always had when he said "Tommy."

"But, Newt..."

"Now, kill me! Kill me or I... kill you!" he said. This wasn't Newt. It was the Flare taking over him. But it was his voice...

"Newt, I-I can't..." I said, stifling a sob.

"Tommy, there was always something I wanted to tell you.." He said, becoming himself again. Temporarily, at least.

"What is that?"

"I bloody love you. Always have, always will probably." he said. I grinned. What I've always wanted to hear.

"I-I love you too." I said, grinning. "We could fight the Cranks, we can be together!"

"...No, Tommy." He said.

"Why not?" I said, my heart crushed.

"Because I would buggin' hurt everybody. I-I can't do that. I wouldn't be able to bloody forgive myself if I have a monster inside me that hurts people." he said, tears flowing down his cheeks silently.

"B-but..." I said, my vision going blurry due to tears.

"Kiss me, Tommy. Then kill me." He said.

I silently sobbed then leaned into him, kissing him roughly. The kiss that I have been wishing for. But I didn't want it to be like this.

We kissed for about 5 minutes until Newt pushed me away, then put his fingers on the gun in my pocket.

He handed the gun to me and I grabbed it, but then couldn't do it.

"I-I can't hurt you..." I said.

"KILL ME!" he said angrily, then snapped back.

"Please, Tommy, please."

I closed my eyes and slowly, silently..

Pulled the trigger.

"I will always love you." I said, sobbing.

"I love you too, Tommy. Always... will." He said back weakly.

Then, his eyes cleared.

A/N
Wow I made myself cry😭 this is so sad omfg...
I hope you like it... :( I kept crying so hard when making this....
Yeah, well at least I updated!
Ugh school literally takes away my time to do anything I want to do I'm so sorry. But here you go:)

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